The International Monthly, Volume 2, No. 1, December, 1850Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 2, No. 1, December, 1850
Various
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than before, and his very breath suspended, he stood waiting for what
was to follow; but nothing ensued--all was silent again. It was probably
an accident: some one passing had touched the glass; but still an
undefined fear made him totter to the street door, and draw the bolt.
Then he returned into the room: there were the notes yet tempting him.
But this interruption had answered him. He longed for them as much as
before, but did not dare to satisfy his desire, lest he should hear that
warning tap again. Yet if left there till Mary returned, they were lost
to him forever; and he and she would be starving again, all the more
wretched for this transitory gleam of hope that had relieved for a
moment the darkness of their despair. But time pressed: every moment he
expected to hear her at the door; and as unwilling to relinquish the
prize as afraid to seize it, he took refuge in an expedient that avoided
either extreme--he closed the book, and flung it beneath the table, over
which there was spread an old green cloth, casting a sufficiently dark
shadow around to render the object invisible, unless to a person
stooping to search for it. Thus, if inquired for and sought, it would be
found, and the natural conclusion be drawn that it had fallen there; if
not, he would have time for deliberation, and circumstances should
decide him what to do.
There were but two beds in this poor house: in one slept Lane, on the
other was stretched the dead guest. Mary, therefore, on this eventful
night had none to go to. So she made up the fire, threw her new shawl
over her head, and arranged herself to pass the hours till morning in
the rickety old chair in which her father usually sat. The scenes in
which she had been assisting formed a sad episode in her sad life; and
although she knew too little of Mr. Aldridge to feel any particular
interest in him, she had gathered enough from her father, and from the
snatches of conversation she had heard, to be aware that this visit was
to have been the dawn of better fortunes, and that the old man's sudden
decease was probably a much heavier misfortune to themselves than to
him. A girl more tenderly nurtured and accustomed to prosperity would
have most likely given vent to her disappointment in tears; but tears
are an idle luxury, in which the poor rarely indulge: they have no time
for them. They must use their eyes for their work; and when night comes,
their weary bodies constrain the mind to rest. Mary had had a fatiguing
evening--it was late before she found herself alone; and tired and
exhausted, unhappy as she felt, it was not long ere she was in a sound
sleep.
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