The International Monthly, Volume 4, No. 4, November 1, 1851Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 4, No. 4, November 1, 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
Before the publication of your third volume--the father--you had been
measurably blind. Your mental sight was afflicted with amaurosis. Like the
philosopher of old you are now tempted to grasp every one by the hand and
cry "Eureka." How indignantly you take down "Malthus" from your upper
library shelf and bury him on the lowest among the books of possible
reference. Your political views upon education are cured of their jaundice.
You pray of Sundays in the service for the widow and the orphan with a
double unction. You walk the streets with a new mantle of comfort. The
little beggar child whose importunities of the last wet day at the street
crossings excited your petulance, upon the next wet day invites your
sympathies. You stop and talk to her, nor perceive until you have
ascertained where her hard-hearted parents live, and that she is uncommonly
bright for the child of poverty and wretchedness, and that you have a half
dollar unappropriated--nor perceive until these are found out, I say, that
your umbrella has been dripping upon the skirts of your favorite coat, and
that you have stood with one foot in a puddle. How this would have annoyed
you years ago. But now--? How unconcernedly of the curious looks from
pedestrians around do you stop the careless nurse in Broadway, who has
allowed her infant charge to fall asleep in a painful attitude, and lay
"it" tenderly and comfortably in position. You recall to mind with much
remorse the execrations of five years ago, when the moanings of a dying
babe in the next apartment to your own at the hotel disturbed your rest;
and you wonder whether the mother still thinks of the little grave and the
white slab which a sympathetic fancy _now_ brings up before you.
You are at your business: the lamps are lighting: in the suggestions of
profit by an hour or longer at the desk you recognize an unholy temptation.
Now, as often before, through all the turmoils of business memory suggests
the lines of Willis:
"I sadden when thou smilest to my smile,
Child of my love! I tremble to believe
That o'er the mirror of thine eye of blue
The shadow of my soul must always pass--
That soul which from its conflicts with the world
Comes _ever_ to thy guarded cradle home,
And careless of the staining dust it brings,
Asks for its idol!"
And you dwell on them. You bless the author first, and truly think how
cruelly unjust are they who can call into torturing question the loyalty as
husband and father of him whose soul could plan and whose pen could write
such holy lines. And then you think deeper of the sentiments. And then the
profit-tempter hides himself in the farthest corner of the money-drawer;
and you begin to think your clerk a very clever manager: and wonder if
_his_ remaining will not do as well--poor fellow, he's _only_ a bachelor.
And then you decide that he will, and so yourself, "careless of the
staining dust" your coming brings, fly to "the guarded cradle home."
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