The International Monthly, Volume 5, No. 3, March, 1852Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 5, No. 3, March, 1852
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
In the midst of all this senseless strife, a ship went struggling
helplessly. It was a piteous thing to see it, for it was so like a human
being, straining every nerve to keep above whelming waves; strong as
fate the billows bore it up towards the very heaven, then dashed it
down, and trampled on it like a fallen enemy; but the stout old oak
stood the shock, and as yet the good planks held together, though the
danger was imminent, and not one on board expected to see the light of
another day.
The scene on deck was very striking, for human nature was there stripped
of all disguise and all self-deceit before the presence of death. Pride
and ambition, ostentation and avarice--the fallacies of the world, the
complacent lies of society, the hopes and griefs that were of earth
alone--all unrealities, in short, had passed for these shivering,
helpless beings, with the life that seemed receding from them--that hour
of horror revealed them to themselves and to others: there would be no
more smiling lips over blackest hearts; no more bold looks over craven
spirits; those murderous waters, as they dashed them to and fro, wrung
from them the very secrets of their souls.
There were some there who carried a fair name through the world, and won
honor and praise for their virtuous living, that now shrieked out to the
pitiless winds, the detail of crimes which had deformed their soul
unseen. There were others who had seemed full of love to the beings who
cherished them, and now stole the rope or the spar from their straining
hands, that they might save themselves therewith whilst they left these
to perish; but still, whatever shape the frenzy of that perishing crew
might take, whether their cries were of remorse, or prayer, or impotent
rage, but one desire and instinct seemed to animate them all--the desire
into which every energy of their soul was gathered up and
concentrated--for the mortal life that was being rent from their
passionate grasp.
Life! life! it had been to many of them a torturer, full of anguish and
disappointments--a hard taskmaster, driving them on from day to day with
weary feet and heavy heart, as over arid deserts where no sweet waters
were springing from the wells of human love, or friendship, to slake
their thirst for sympathy; they had prayed for death, they had writhed
in the power of this life, and sought to be rid of it, as a prisoner of
his bonds,--and now, when the bubbling waves came sweeping over the deck
to their very throat, there uprose in each heart such an intensity of
love for it, that all other thoughts were swallowed up in this one
burning wish. They cared not who perished round them, the dearest and
the best; they cared not what torments it might bring them in the
future, only let them not feel its warm breath departing from their
lips, its throbbing from their heart.
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