The International Monthly, Volume 5, No. 4, April, 1852Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 5, No. 4, April, 1852
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
"Why no; as you proceed in your catechism I doubt not we shall have
occasion to mention certain hatreds in this household, which are in no
sense affected by natural ties."
"Well to proceed," said Lilias; "why does Gabriel hour after hour keep
his eyes fixed on Aletheia, with a strange look which makes me fancy he
thinks she would die if he were to cease gazing on her?"
"Because he loves her," answered Walter.
"But she does not love him," exclaimed Lilias, with a woman's instinct.
"Most certainly not."
"There is so much I have to ask about her. Tell me why it is that she
has such imploring eyes. I never, on a human face, saw an expression of
such mute entreaty; I saw it once in the wistful look of a poor deer
which they killed on our Irish hills. I remember so well when it lay
wounded, and the gamekeeper came near with the knife, it lifted up its
great brown eyes with just such a dumb beseeching gaze, but that was
only for a moment. It soon died, poor thing; and with Aletheia, that
mournful supplication seems stamped on her countenance, as though her
very life were to be spent in it."
"Ah! if you ask me about Aletheia," said Walter, "I am powerless at
once. I can tell you nothing of her; she is a greater mystery in herself
than all the rest put together; this only seems plain to me, that her
existence is, for some unexplicable reason, one living agony."
"If I thought so I should be so angry with myself for having felt
prejudiced against her, which, I confess, I have done, for a reason I
could not name to you. She is so cold and statue-like, I thought she
seemed lost to all human feeling; but if it be suffering, and not
insensibility, which makes her move about amongst us as if she had been
dead, and forced unwillingly to live again, I should try to overcome the
sort of awe with which she has inspired me."
"I believe it matters little how you feel respecting her, for you will
never conquer her impenetrable reserve; even poor Gabriel, who seems
fascinated by her to a marvellous extent, has ever struggled vainly
against her implacable calm. It is seldom, I think, that one human being
can so lavish all his sympathies upon another, as he has done on her,
without gaining some sign of life at least; but he tells me it is as
though the living soul within her were cased in iron; he cannot draw it
out of the dungeon where she seems to have buried it, to meet even for a
moment his own ardent spirit."
"But I hardly wonder at this, if she does not love him," said Lilias.
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