The International Monthly, Volume 5, No. 4, April, 1852Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 5, No. 4, April, 1852
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
It was no wonder that Hubert turned from the low, dark room, so dimly
lit with its single candle, to look upon this the bright landscape of
the skies. Within, the scene was certainly uninviting. The heavy deal
table, the scanty supply of chairs, the plain writing-desk, evidently
many years in use, were the only objects on which the eye could rest,
excepting a few books and a small piano, the gift of Aletheia, with
which, greatly to his astonishment, she had presented him one day--for
she was as completely a stranger to him as she was to all the rest of
the family, and had always avoided intercourse with him as much as she
did with every one else. This thoughtful act of kindness on her part,
however, produced no increased acquaintance between them, as she shrank
from hearing his expressions of gratitude on that occasion, and, indeed,
they seldom met. Aletheia was never in Lady Randolph's rooms, where
alone Hubert was to be met, excepting at rare intervals, when Sir
Michael was absent.
Hubert sat now at the window; he had laid down his heavy head upon the
wooden ledge, and his hands fell listlessly on his knee. He seemed full
of anxious thoughts, and sighed very deeply more than once. From time to
time, apparently with a violent effort, he looked up and gazed fixedly
on the tranquil stars, seeming to drink in their pure glory, as though
he sought to steep his soul in this light of higher spheres; but ever a
sort of trembling passed over his frame, and he would sink down again
oppressed and weary. This was most unlike Hubert Lyle's usual condition.
He was a man of the most ardent and sensitive feelings; but, at the
same, possessed of that moral strength and _truthfulness of soul_ which
can only belong to a great character--by this last expression, we mean
that he was what few are in this world, neither a deceiver nor deceived.
He did not deceive himself in any case, nor would he allow life to
deceive him; he saw things as they really were, and he permitted not the
bright coloring of hope or imagination to deck them with false apparel;
he did not live as most men do, figuring to himself that he was as it
were the centre of the universe, and that all around him thought of him
and felt for him as he did for himself. He weighed himself in the
balance not of his own self-love, but of other men's judgment, and rated
himself accordingly. Thus, in the earlier days of his maturity, he
constrained his spirit to rise up and look his position in the face. And
truly it was one which might have appalled a less feeling heart than
his.
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