The International Monthly, Volume 5, No. 4, April, 1852Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 5, No. 4, April, 1852
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
"Hubert, I tell you NO a thousand times. I will not see you starved to
death for any Quixotic fancy; and, besides, do you think any power on
this earth would induce me to gratify my worst enemy, my life-long
enemy, whom chiefly I hate because he has the power to call me
_wife_--that dear name I so loved to hear from the beloved lips that are
choked up with dust? Do you think I would gratify him by giving him that
which he has labored for, by the persecution of my own dearest husband,
even to the death, and of myself to worse than death, a life with him?
Do you know that the one thing he has always desired has been to obtain
possession of me without having you for ever before his eyes as the
living monument of that buried love which was his torturer, and to which
I am faithful still? And do you think that to brighten even your life,
much less to peril it, I would grant him this his heart's desire, and
put it out of my power to show him, in every caress I lavish upon you,
my poor deformed son, how I adored your father?"
Hubert let her hand fall, and his features assumed an expression of
severity.
"Mother, forgive me that as your son I venture to judge you; but this is
unworthy, most unworthy."
She seemed almost awed by his rebuke, but hastily throwing her arms
round him, she said more gently:
"Hubert, forgive me; but I cannot--cannot part with you, the last
shattered fragment of my ruined happiness. You do not know what it is to
me to see you; to hear your voice coming to me like an echo from the
grave, telling of departed love; to find in your eyes at times a glance
as from the light of the past. It was such joy, such deep, deep joy when
he lived, and my happiness was hid in his true heart, that often I think
I never, never could have been so blest: and in truth that it is all a
dream, too unutterably sweet to have been true; life seems to faint
within me at that thought, for it is something to feel, barren and
desolate as my existence is now, that I _have_ loved and been loved as
once I was; and, Hubert, it is your presence alone that makes all this
reality to me. His kiss has been upon your lips--his voice has called
you his dear son. Ah! take not from me those last relics of him."
She laid her head upon his breast in a passion of weeping. He raised her
tenderly, and said with a calm voice:
"Mother, it is not my vocation in this world to give pain to others for
the sake of my own will or pleasure: take comfort, I will never more
trouble you concerning this matter; I will not ask again to leave you."
Silently she pressed her lips to his forehead, and then, as if ashamed
that even her own son should have seen her so moved, she rose up without
speaking and left the room.
FOOTNOTES:
[8] Continued from page 387.
From Bentley's Miscellany.
SEQUEL TO THE JEWISH HEROINE.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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