Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction
He looked at them and at her. The old demon stirred in him; he reached
out his hand towards them with his old eagerness. He had run over
figures in his mind; they made up a round sum--and round sums he had
loved. Peggy did not glance at him; her arms were on the table and her
eyes studied the cloth. He walked away to the hearthrug and stood silent
for a long while. There was no reason why he should not take back his
money; no reproach lay in that, it was the obvious and the sensible
thing to do. All these considerations the demon duly adduced; the demon
had always been a plausible arguer. Airey Newton listened, but his ears
were not as amenable as they had been wont to be. He saw through the
demon's specious case. Here was the gate by which the demon tried to
slip back to the citadel of his heart!
Peggy had expected nothing else than that he would take them at once. In
a way it would have given her pleasure to see him thus consoled; she
would have understood and condoned the comfort he got, and thought no
less of his sacrifice. His hesitation planted in her the hope of a
pleasure infinitely finer. The demon's plausible suggestions carried no
force at all for her. She saw the inner truth. She had resolved not to
look at Airey; under irresistible temptation she raised her eyes to his.
'That's not mine,' he said at last. 'You say Fricker gave it back to
you. It's yours, then.'
'Oh, no, that's nonsense! It's yours, of course, Airey.'
'I won't touch it.' He walked across to the safe, banged it to, and
locked it with savage decision; the key he flung down on the table. Then
he came back to the hearthrug. 'I won't touch it. It's not mine, I say.'
'I won't touch it; it's not mine either,' insisted Peggy.
The despised notes lay on the table between them. Peggy rose and slowly
came to him. She took his hands.
'Oh, Airey, Airey!' she said in whispered rapture.
'Bosh! Be business-like. Put them in your bag again.'
'Never!' she laughed softly.
'Then there they lie.' He broke into a laugh. 'And there they would,
even if you left me alone with them!'
'Airey, you'll see her soon?'
'What the deuce has that got to do with it?'
'Nothing, nothing!' Her gaiety rose and would not be denied. 'A little
mistake of mine! But what are we to do with them?'
'The poor?' he suggested. Peggy felt that prosaic, and shook her head.
'The fire? Only there isn't one. Spills? The butterman?'
'They do crackle so seductively,' sighed Peggy.
'Hush!' said Airey with great severity.
Her heart was very light in her. If he could jest about the trouble,
surely the trouble was well-nigh past? Could it be abolished altogether?
A sudden inspiration filled her mind; her eyes grew bright in eagerness,
and her laugh came full though low.
'How stupid we are! Why, we'll spend them, Airey!'
'What?' That suggestion did startle him.
'This very day.'
'All of them?'
'Every farthing. It'll be glorious!'
'What are we to spend them on?' He looked at them apprehensively.
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