While the partisans were thus engaged in recruiting their strength, the
chiefs were assembled in the next room to make some last resolutions
for the defence. They sat round the table, on which was placed a tin
lamp: Doctor Lorquin, with his dog Pluto, looking inquiringly into his
master's face; Jérome, in the corner of the window to the right; Hullin
to the left, very pale; Marc Divès, his elbow on the table and cheek in
his hand, and his back turned to the door, showed only his brown
profile and the tip of his long mustache. Materne alone remained
standing, leaning, as was his custom, against the wall behind Lorquin's
chair, with his carbine at his feet. The noise of the men in the
kitchen could be distinctly heard.
When Catherine, summoned by Jean-Claude, entered the room, she heard a
sort of groan which made her shudder. It was Hullin who was speaking.
"All these brave lads--all these fathers of families, who fell one
after the other," he cried, in a heartrending voice, "do you think I
did not feel it? Do you think that I would not rather a thousand times
have been killed myself? You do not know what I have suffered this
night! To lose one's life is nothing; but to bear alone the weight of
such a responsibility----"
He paused: his trembling lips, the tear which trickled slowly down his
cheek, his attitude, all showed the scruples of the worthy man, in face
of one of those situations where conscience itself hesitates and seeks
further support. Catherine went and sat down quietly in the big
arm-chair. A few seconds later Hullin continued in a calmer
tone:--"Between eleven o'clock and midnight, Zimmer came up, shouting,
'We are turned! The Germans are coming down the Grosmann! Labarbe is
crushed! Jérome can hold out no longer!' What was to be done! Could
I beat a retreat? Could I abandon a position which had cost us so much
blood--the road to the Donon, the road to Paris? If I had done so,
should I not have been a coward? But I had only three hundred men
against four thousand at Grandfontaine, and I know not how many
descending from the mountain! Well, I decided at any cost to hold it;
it was our duty. I said to myself, 'Life is nothing without honor! We
will all die; but they shall not say that we have yielded the high-road
to France. No, no; they shall not say that.'"
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