British Columbia -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Lumber trade -- Fiction
Rod stepped back, dropped his hands.
"Enough?" he asked briefly.
Grove nodded, voiceless. His face was an unsightly mess.
And as Rod opened his mouth to speak further, the library door
rattled, an imperative knock sounded. The voice of Norquay senior
demanded testily to know why the door was locked. Phil flashed a
look of mild dismay at Rod and turned the key. Their father walked
in.
CHAPTER XVI
From a folding chair on the after deck of the _Haida_ Rod looked back
at Hawk's Nest. The cruiser's screw churned up bubbles and foam
astern. Dent Island and the gray stone house with its red roof, the
pale green of grass and the duskier hue of the woods behind were
receding fast. They vanished altogether as they rounded the Gillard
light and stood away south.
"I was born there," Rod said simply. "I never went home but I was
glad to be there. I never left it before without being sorry to go."
"Aren't you sorry now?" Mary asked.
"No. Are you?"
"No," she said frankly. "It was lovely--it is lovely. Everybody was
good to me. I was quite happy there until--"
"Precisely. It's Grove's bailiwick when it comes to a show-down.
That being so, it's no place for us. I'm glad to be on the wing.
I'd rather paddle my own canoe than be a guest on somebody's ship.
It won't perhaps be quite so pleasant for you, old thing."
"The only unpleasantness I dread," Mary rejoined, "is your beginning
to wonder if it was worth while, after all. A lot of people aren't
going to be able to see me with a microscope, Rod. You don't seem to
get that yet. I can't play the game the way they do. They're so
chesty and cocksure. All their lives they've lived well, dressed
well, gone where they chose with perfect assurance, accepted by their
equals and deferred to by their inferiors. They have me at a
disadvantage. I don't speak their favorite shibboleths, or see life
from the same angle. I'm not sure," she hesitated wistfully, "that I
will ever want to. But it would be dreadful if you found that you
were being severely penalized for marrying out of your class, as they
probably put it. That's the only thing I have any reason to dread.
All the other possibilities," she made a quick inclusive gesture,
"being poor; making the most of a little, longing for the
unattainable, a great effort for a few simple pleasures--I know them
all. They aren't so very terrible. They don't frighten me. But for
you, because of me, to cut loose from everything and every one that
has made up your life and then begin to chafe under it--that does."
Rod glanced over his shoulder. The deck was empty. He put one arm
around her, shook her gently.
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