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Rod sat silent, recalling that scene in the library. All the hot
anger had evaporated long ago. He was not sorry. No. But he was
sobered. It had given him food for thought. His mind was so made
that it fed upon, digested for good or evil, every crisis, each
outstanding event, the significance of whatever stirred him deeply.
Certain phases of a conversation with his father kept recurring to
him. Certain things had been said--some calmly enough--some with a
touch of passion. Rod thought again with impatience that his father
had a blind spot where Grove was concerned. But it didn't matter
much now. He had taken the only reasonable course open to him after
that encounter with Grove, the simplest, most dignified solution. He
could not remain at Hawk's Nest and preserve peace and dignity. He
recognized that there lurked in him an eagerness to clash with Grove
on almost any provocation. They were fundamentally antagonistic;
they had always been. The gulf between them grew wider as they
matured; the deep-rooted distrust and dislike of motive and action
became more profound.
"It's as well the break came," he said aloud. "It was bound to come
over something. I've simply been marking time. Now I can
do--whatever I can do. Both of us. We don't have to follow copy any
more. We can make our own copy. I rather like the idea."
"It listens good to me," Mary said gayly. And they smiled in
understanding.
"For the first time in my life I feel like a free man," Rod said
abruptly. "Isn't that queer? Free in the sense that I am absolutely
at liberty to work out my own destiny, in so far as any man can do
that."
Phil came up from below. He sat on the low cabin roof, dangling his
long legs.
"Well, children," he said cheerfully, "what's your program? Going to
stay in town awhile?"
"Not long," Rod answered. "We're going to resume our interrupted
honeymoon. For a month or so. After that--well, I'm not making any
cast-iron plans."
"When you get ready to do something, let me know," Phil remarked.
"This blow-up has sort of opened my eyes. It made me realize that
our family solidarity is badly shot. Grove feels his oats more and
more. If I weren't more or less passive, and if I didn't get a
certain amount of satisfaction out of carrying on the show--and
there's the governor to consider; he is a good sort--I'd quit. I may
have to by and by. I won't stand interference. If I have to drop
the reins, I'd like to take a whirl at something that might grow. We
could make a go of it in timber, I think. We both know our ground
there. I've got some money put aside. Think it over, Rod."
"I surely will. Only, as I said, I've no cast-iron plan. If you
want to make money, why not try finance? _Á la_ Grove. That seems
to be gorgeously productive."
"Finance. Huh!" Phil snorted. "I'd rather play poker. I don't want
so much to get something as to _do_ something."
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