British Columbia -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Lumber trade -- Fiction
"You see, you haven't lost a capacity for loyalty," Rod pointed out.
"It's only been deflected. I understand that. Psychologically I've
traveled pretty much the same road you have. All that you say is
true. Only it isn't all the truth, Andy. Just one side of the
shield; the side that's turned to us; that's hard for us to get our
eyes off. Fellows like you and me are a little up in the air right
now. We feel like tramping savagely on the toes of a lot of smug,
comfortable persons. That wouldn't get us anywhere. Nor would it
change them--because they simply don't understand. What we'll
probably get down to after awhile--those of us who have a sense of
order and any touch of creativeness--will be some sort of activity
that won't set the world on fire or turn it into a Bedlam, but that
will possibly do some little good in the immediate radius of our own
activity. _Sabe_? A man has to do what he can, before he can do
what he wants."
"A man," Andy observed thoughtfully, "generally has to solve his
material problems before he can tackle spiritual ones. Yet the two
are interwoven. It's very difficult. I'm a rampant individualist,
by nature. Man is. But if you didn't have some check on
individualism the world would be a regular Kilkenny. Rampageous
individualism in big affairs is what started the big scrap. The same
thing will start another. It may even start hellish struggles
between individual exploiters here at home and the masses they're
keen to exploit. You can't have order and peace and security in a
society where everybody is straining every nerve to get what _he_
wants, and to hell with the other fellow. I'm no Utopian any longer,
but I do know that if evolution doesn't speed up the process of
industrial reorganization, there are going to be some corking rows,
and a lot of material and spiritual uncertainty for everybody. I may
not seem very consistent in what I say or do, but I'm consistent in
my perception of certain things. We've built up a complex mechanism
of affairs. The machine is our master instead of our servant."
Rod thought of the Norquay Trust Company as a vast creaking mechanism
exacting unrewarded service, sacrifice, claiming the vital substance
of himself, his father, the estate. Grove's Frankenstein creation!
"It may be so," he conceded. "But we are not yet automatons."
They continued to talk until the dusk of the short winter's day
closed in. When the lights began to blink along the street they
separated, Andy to his barracks, Rod to his home.
A taxi stand fronted the hotel, looking across Georgia Street. Rod
crossed the way. As he did so a newsboy passed crying "ex-x-x-truh"
in a shrill treble. In the distance he could hear other voices
wailing the same cry. The Peace Conference, a fresh outbreak in
Europe. Anything was possible in that welter of political, racial,
and economic antagonisms across the Atlantic. He beckoned the boy.
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