British Columbia -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Lumber trade -- Fiction
Why shouldn't he? It was simply assured. He had only to stand back
with his hands in his pockets, aloof, unmoved, while Grove's white
elephant died for lack of the nourishment he alone could supply.
Hadn't his father done enough? The figures had staggered Rod at the
time. Although every active productive undertaking of the estate had
stopped for the duration of the war, yet their fortune had not shrunk
appreciably. Not until Rod's father began to pour it into those
looted coffers. Every liquid asset, bonds, gilt-edged securities,
real estate,--all hypothecated to raise funds.
Hopeless to think of ever redeeming them. But there was still timber
which with labor and machinery he could transform into money. He
owned that clear of all encumbrance, thousands of acres of it, the
finest virgin timber on the Pacific coast. With Hawk's Nest and
standing timber he still had firm grasp of the old, comfortable
security for himself and all the collateral branches of the Norquay
clan.
Why should he voluntarily give that up?
To organize his forces, to live under the pressure of a struggle for
more and more revenue, to drive labor, to watch markets and prices
with a feverish intensity, to live and breathe and think in terms of
money and more money was hateful to him. To whip up a sick heart day
after day. Suppose it laid down on him? Who would carry on?
He looked back from his own doorstep at the square roof and the
skeleton sign of the Norquay Trust looming on the jagged downtown
skyline. It was like an inverted pyramid resting on his shoulders,
crushing him.
He walked through the living room with a glance. He knew Mary would
be upstairs where she had arranged a workshop for herself with a
desk, a shelf of books, a typewriter. She sat there making aimless
marks on the margin of a pad on which she had written a few sentences.
He had explained the situation to her roughly long ago. Now he sat
down to explain in detail, to outline his personal relation to an
inherited problem.
"There it is," he concluded. "What do you think? I can go through
with it, or I can let it go. It may beat me even if I do my best.
At most we'll only have Hawk's Nest and some machinery. I can hardly
hope to salvage more than that."
She looked at him for a second with an enigmatical smile.
"Why ask me, Rod?" she said finally. "You're going to do what one
would naturally expect you to do. You've made up your mind. You
don't really consider that you have much choice, do you?"
"No," he admitted. "I can't see that I have. I hate the job. I
don't like cutting my own throat. I don't like paying for a dead
horse that somebody else killed. But I simply can't do the other
thing."
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