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She was making the boy letter-perfect in this. Andy Hall sat on the
step below her, smoking a cigarette in contemplative silence.
"They'll be through at Valdez to-morrow," he informed Rod.
"So soon? I thought they had a week to go."
"They made time," Andy commented tersely.
"Well, better load the working gear on floats and get it up here,"
Rod told him. "Have 'em begin on the cedar hollow."
"I put the fallers in there this afternoon."
Rod smiled. It was almost unnecessary to tell Andy Hall what should
be done. Sometimes it seemed as if Andy had a mysterious prescience.
Then Rod would recollect that they had discussed such a move long
before. Or it was the logical move which Andy merely anticipated.
In either case Andy always knew what he was doing, and why; nor did
he ever hesitate to take the initiative.
Rod leaned back in a grass chair, clasped his hands behind his head,
stared across the channel at the flash of the sun on the windows of
Hawk's Nest. Behind him, in a west-facing room, he could hear the
staccato of typewriter keys, tapping out the last chapter of Mary's
second novel. He wondered, if things had been different, if he would
have succeeded in that outlet. No, he decided. It would have been a
splendid thing to try. He had been eager to embody and interpret the
spirit of the pioneers. But he doubted now if he had the peculiar
creative gift of making words transform his imaginings into a reality
that would convey stark passion and stirring deeds. And Mary had
that gift, beyond a doubt; not only the inborn faculty of perceiving,
but the torturing necessity to transmit, to release through patient
drudgery at her chosen medium, that sense of life as a vast conflict
in which man struggles with his fellows, his gods, and his passions,
sometimes to victory and often to defeat.
No, he had the vision, the perceptive faculty, but not that uncanny
power to capture and pass it on. Such vision as he had must find its
outlet in action less subtle, more practical. He would never write
the stories he had dreamed; he knew that now. But Mary would; she
had her wings. He was proud of her flight. Only, sometimes, when
her work took her into a brooding remoteness, a spiritual detachment
that thrust not only himself but every material consideration
temporarily aside, he wondered if the artist could ever function
except as the supreme egotist, if the true artist must not by some
obscure compulsion subordinate everything to the imperative demands
of his art. Even so, he knew that he would rather have only such
portion of his wife as he could share than the most complete
possession--body, soul and brain--of any other woman he knew. Mary
would always understand. In any crisis she would always have courage
and confidence. She was his windward anchor. He loved her not for
what she did and said but for what she was--herself.
Young Roderick picked up a stick from one corner of the porch.
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