British Columbia -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Lumber trade -- Fiction
"But," Rod went on unheeding, "unless he were absolutely sure you
would, as Christ told the man who wanted to be saved, 'Leave all that
thou hast and follow Me,' a donkey engine couldn't pull a declaration
of any sort out of him. Don't you see? Andy's full of sinful pride.
He's class-conscious. He knows your kind of people better than you
do, and he knows they regard him as belonging to an inferior order.
He would chew his heart up and spit it out in little pieces before
he'd let any flirtatious daughter of the idle rich have it for a
curio in her collection. You've talked and laughed with him here in
our house. You call him Andy and he calls you Isabel. But remember
that he knows what manners are, and that being genial, even
pleasantly intimate to the point of plaguing him the way you do,
doesn't really mean anything. He's my trusted superintendent, and he
draws a corking good salary which he faithfully earns, but he knows
that wouldn't prevent a person like you from cutting him dead if he
met you in, say the Vancouver Hotel Dubarry Room, hanging on the arm
of, well, Sir Earnest Staples of Government House, Victoria."
"Never," Isabel protested. "I'm no snob."
"I didn't say you would. But it's been done. You've seen that sort
of thing pulled," Rod continued. "Andy knows he doesn't belong in
your crowd. What's more, he doesn't want to. He has seen quite
clearly from the outside what you've seen from the inside, and come
to the same conclusion. But he doesn't know you've arrived at such a
conclusion. I didn't know it myself. You poke fun at them, of
course. But you play the game with them right along, and you
camouflage your real attitude toward life with Andy, with me, with us
all. In fact, you'd have a hard time convincing any one, offhand,
that you ever had a serious thought in your life. So how do you
expect Andy to take you seriously?"
"But must one pull a long face and go about spreading the philosophy
of disillusion and appealing for sympathy?" Isabel protested. "I
can't help it if I'm mostly a cheerful idiot. How am I to make Andy
understand that--that I--that--"
She choked up. And Rod felt intensely sorry for her at that moment.
But he knew of no way to help.
"I said I'd tell you, and I'll try," he went on gently. "If you
really do love Andy Hall and want him, you had better sometime just
put your arms around his neck and tell him so."
Isabel looked away. A deep flush colored her white neck and spread
upward until it was lost in the roots of her yellow fluff of bobbed
hair.
"Oh," she whispered, "I couldn't do that."
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