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Rod sat with elbows on the sill of his bedroom window late that
night, staring out over a moon-bathed landscape, silver barred with
black, where the shadows of great trees lay across the lawn. He
looked down a shimmering moon-path that seemed to offer a bright
highway across the channel where Mary Thorn lay sleeping,--if indeed
she slept. Rod wondered if something in her breast ever drove her to
a window to stare across the tide and think of him. She was home
now. He had his own sources of information. To-morrow he would see
her. To-night the querulous imps that make a man question his
destiny and desire bade him consider if he did well to let his heart
abide so constantly with Mary Thorn when there were other desirable
women to be had for the asking. Isabel, for instance? All clear
sailing. No questions asked or answered. The dual family blessing,
and any little material wants cheerfully attended to. On the
personal side,--well, he was flesh and blood, sexual tinder. When
Isabel put her face against his breast and sobbed in that stifled,
choking fashion he had been deeply moved, thrilled, conscious of her
physical nearness, the sweet fragrant odor of her tousled hair, the
trembling of her small, soft body. Wasn't that good enough? What
did a man want of a woman when he took her to wife?
Rod shook himself impatiently. What rot he had been thinking.
Whatever it was in Mary Thorn that so imperatively promised to fulfil
his every need, it didn't reside in Isabel Wall. He was sure of
that. He could let himself slide into a temporary infatuation with
Isabel--perhaps. He could conceive of possessing her. But he
couldn't behold her down a long vista of years playing the game
fairly and bravely, taking the cards dealt from the deck of life,
good, bad and indifferent, with courage and fortitude. He couldn't
picture Isabel doing that any more than he could picture her, _aetat_
sixteen, shooting the Euclataw Rapids in a dugout, eyes shining in
sheer ecstasy of swift movement, hair streaming in the wind. Isabel
would either have been frightened or wildly, dangerously excited.
That was as far as Rod carried his analogy. It was sufficient. He
had not tried his hand at creative fiction without a sense of
character, of form, proportion. He egotistically assumed that he
could accurately gauge personal values, that he did it intuitively as
well as rationally. If his prescience did not clearly account for
the depth and tenacity of his affection for Mary Thorn it quickly and
thoroughly disposed of Isabel as a substitute.
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