Frontier and pioneer life -- New Mexico -- Fiction; Ranching -- New Mexico -- Fiction
"Higginson, is that his name?" Louise asked. "Well, he is a good man.
When he started the engineer using the chloroform and me arranging
things, he was swallowing hard. I saw he was terribly nervous and
keyed up. But he went right at the operation without faltering and
with a sort of doggedness. As if nothing should stop him. I myself was
doing rather mistily what he wanted. The chloroform, the smell of
antiseptics, the shiny instruments, the cutting, the nipping of
blood-vessels with forceps and tying them, the clipping with scissors,
the sewing--all went to my head. And I constantly had to tell myself,
'Don't be silly! You're not going to faint. He might fail if you did.
That tray, those forceps, those sponges, that thread, that's what he
wants now. Keep your head. Don't be a quitter.' And so on through
eternity--it seemed an eternity, anyway. I think the young engineer
with me thought so, too. He turned quite green once or twice. But then
I must have looked that way throughout. All at once it was over,
suddenly. Quite unexpectedly, too. I had come to believe that it would
go on and on forever. But, as I say, all at once it was done and the
men were wheeling the bandaged fellow into the other room. Then the
doctor called over his shoulder at me, 'Open the door, girl; let in
some air.' So I opened it as he wanted, and came out."
Bryant was greatly affected by that simple recital. He began to walk
back and forth beside Louise, restlessly thrusting his hands in his
coat pockets but immediately pulling them out as if there were no
satisfaction in the action, and casting troubled glances at her from
under close-drawn brows. His disquietude moved her to speak.
"You're worrying about me, Mr. Bryant; you mustn't do that. In a few
minutes more I'll be entirely recovered. I should be foolish to
pretend that the happening wasn't a shock to me, but I'm not a
weakling--I've health and strength. I'll not permit the thought of the
operation to depress my spirits. Indeed, I know I'll be very proud of
what I did this afternoon, for it was a chance to do a real,
disinterested service. And I can guess what father will say when he
learns of it--'Louise, you did just right. Exactly what you should do
under the circumstances.'"
Already the colour had reappeared in her cheeks. A resilience of
nature was indeed hers, he perceived, that enabled her to undergo
ordeals that would prostrate many women. It came, undoubtedly, from
the same springs out of which rose her splendid courage, her fine
sympathy. Ah, that golden quality of sympathy! Because of it her duty
that day had seemed plain and clear.
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