Dan became almost a stranger to them, and when they saw him he was
obsessed by vital issues. Mellen was gruff and irritable: Parker in his
preoccupation ignored everything but his duties. Of all their former
comrades O'Neil alone seemed aware of their presence. But behind his
smile they saw the lurking worries; in his eyes was an abstraction they
could not penetrate, in his bearing the fatigue of a man tried to the
breaking-point.
To Eliza there was a certain joy merely in being near the man she
loved, even though she could not help being hurt by his apparent
indifference. The long weeks without sight of him had deepened her
feeling, and she had turned for relief to the writing of her book--the
natural outlet for her repressed emotions. Into its pages she had
poured all her passion, all her yearning, and she had written with an
intimate understanding of O'Neil's ambitions and aims which later gave
the story its unique success as an epic of financial romance.
Hers was a nature which could not be content with idleness. She took up
the work that she and Natalie had begun, devoting herself unobtrusively
yet effectively to making O'Neil comfortable. It was a labor of love,
done with no expectation of reward; it thrilled her, filling her with
mingled sadness and satisfaction. But if Murray noticed the improvement
in his surroundings, which she sometimes doubted, he evidently
attributed it to a sudden access of zeal on the part of Ben, for he
made no comment. Whether or not she wished him to see and understand
she could hardly tell. Somehow his unobservant, masculine acceptance of
things better and worse appealed to the woman in her. She slipped into
O'Neil's quarters during his absence, and slipped out again quietly;
she learned to know his ways, his peculiarities; she found herself
caressing and talking to his personal belongings as if they could hear
and understand. She conducted long conversations with the objects on
his bureau. One morning Ben entered unexpectedly to surprise her in the
act of kissing Murray's shaving-mirror as if it still preserved the
image of its owner's face, after which she banished the cook-boy
utterly and performed his duties with her own hands.
Of course, discovery was inevitable. At last O'Neil stumbled in upon
her in the midst of her task, and, questioning her, read the truth from
her blushes and her incoherent attempts at explanation.
"So! You're the one who has been doing this!" he exclaimed, in frank
astonishment. "And I've been tipping Benny for his thoughtfulness all
this time! The rascal has made enough to retire rich."
"He seemed not to understand his duties very well, so I took charge.
But you had no business to catch me!" The flush died from Eliza's
cheeks, and she faced him with thoroughly feminine indignation.
"I can't let you go on with this," said Murray. "_I_ ought to be doing
something for YOU."
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