moments of suspecting her loyalty to him at the time of her marriage
were very rare now; though the evil moments of speculating as to how
God--or he himself, would finally punish Blair Maitland, were as
frequent as ever. During the last six months the desire to know how
things were with Elizabeth had been at times almost overwhelming. Once
he went so far as to buy his railroad ticket; but though his feet
carried him to the train, his mind drove him away from it, and the
ticket was not used. But when the news came of Sarah Maitland's death,
he went immediately to the station and engaged his berth. Then he went
home and asked his mother if she were going to the funeral; "I am," he
said. He spoke with affection of Mrs. Maitland, but so far as his going
to Mercer went, her funeral was entirely incidental. Her death had
ended his uncertainty: he would see Elizabeth!
"And when I see her," he said to himself, "the moment I see her,--I
will know." He debated with himself whether he should speak of the
catastrophe of their lives, or wait for her to do so. As he thought of
putting it into words, he was aware of singular shyness, which showed
him with startling distinctness how far apart he and she were. Just how
and when he would see her he had not decided; probably it could not be
on the day Mrs. Maitland was buried; but the next day? "How shall I
manage it?" he asked himself--then found that it had been managed for
him.
When they came back from the cemetery, Mrs. Richie went to Robert
Ferguson's. "You are to come home and have supper with me," he had told
her; "David can call for you when he gets through his gallivanting
about the town." (David had excused himself, on the ground of seeing
Knight and one or two of the fellows; he had said nothing of his need
to walk alone over the old bridge, out into the country, and, in the
darkness, round and round the River House.) So, in the May twilight of
Robert Ferguson's garden, the two old neighbors paced up and down, and
talked of Sarah Maitland.
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