"I want to see her. Will he be there?"
"Blair? No! Certainly not. It wouldn't be pleasant for--for--"
"For him?" David said, dryly. "I should think not. Still, I am sorry. I
have rather a curiosity to see Blair."
"Oh, David!" she protested, sadly.
"My dear mother, don't be alarmed. I have no intention of calling him
out. I am merely interested to know how a sneak-thief looks when he
meets--" he laughed; "the man he has robbed. However, it might not be
pleasant for the rest of you."
His mother was silent; her plan of making things "commonplace" was not
as simple as she thought.
Robert Ferguson, on his door-step, looked after them, his face falling
abruptly into stern lines. When he went back to his library he stood
perfectly still, his hands in his pockets, staring straight ahead of
him. Once or twice his whole face quivered. Suddenly he struck his
clenched fist hard on the table: "Well!" he said, aloud, violently,
"what difference does it make?" He lit a cigar and sat down, his legs
stretched out in front of him, his feet crossed. He sat there for an
hour, biting on his extinguished cigar. Then he said in an unsteady
voice, "She is a heavenly creature." The vigil in his library, which
lasted until the dawn was white above Mercer's smoke, left Robert
Ferguson shaken to the point of humility. He no longer combated Mrs.
Maitland's wandering words; they did not matter. What mattered was the
divine discovery that they did not matter! Or rather, that they opened
his eyes to the glory of the human soul. To a man of his narrow and
obstinate council of perfection, the realization, not only that it was
possible to enter into holiness through the door of sin--that low door
that bows the head that should be upright--but that his own
possibilities of tenderness were wider than he knew,--such a
realization was conversion. It was the recognition that in the matter
of forgiveness he and his Father were one. Helena might or might not
"have something on her conscience." If she had, then it proved that she
in her humility was a better woman than, with nothing on his
conscience, he in his arrogance was a man; and when he said that, he
began to understand, with shame, that in regard to other people's
wrong-doing he had always been, as Sarah Maitland expressed it, "more
particular than his Creator." He thought of her words now, and his lean
face reddened. "She hit me when she said that. I've always set up my
own Ebenezer. What a fool I must have seemed to a woman like Helena. .
. . She's a heavenly creature!" he ended, brokenly; "what difference
does it make how she became so? But if _that's_ the only reason she
keeps on refusing me--"
When Elizabeth and David met in Mr. Ferguson's library at noon the next
day, everybody was, of course, elaborately unconscious.
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