"Hush! You are mine. They shall never part us again.
Elizabeth--to-morrow we will go away." She sank against him in silence;
for a while he was silent, too. Then, in a low voice, he told her how
they must carry out a plan which had sprung, full-winged, from his
mind; "when he knows you have been here to-night," David said,--and
trembled from head to foot; "he will divorce you."
She listened, assenting, but bewildered. "I was going to die," she
said, faintly; "I don't know how to live. Oh, I think the other way
would be better."
But he did not stop to discuss it; he had put her back into the
reclining chair--once in a while the physician remembered her fatigue,
though for the most part the lover thought only of himself; he saw how
white she was, and put her in the big chair; then, drawing up a
footstool, he sat down, keeping her hand in his; sometimes he kissed
it, but all the time he talked violently of right and wrong. Elizabeth
was singularly indifferent to his distinctions; perhaps the deep and
primitive experience of looking into the face of Death made her so. At
any rate, her question was not "Is it right?" it was only "Is it best?"
Was it best for him to do this thing? Would it not injure him? David,
brushing away her objections with an exultant belief in himself, was
far less elemental. Right? What made right and wrong? Law? Elizabeth
knew better! Unless she meant God's law. As far as that went, she was
breaking it if she went on living with Blair. As for dying, she had no
right to die! She was his. Would she rob him again?
It was all the everlasting, perfectly sincere sophistry of the man who
has been swept past honor and prudence and even pity, that poured from
David's lips; and with it, love! love! love! Elizabeth, listening to
it, carried along by it, had, in the extraordinary confusion of the
moment, nothing to oppose to it but her own unworth. To this he refused
to listen, closing her lips with his own, and then going on with his
quite logical reasoning. His mind was alert to meet and arrange every
difficulty and every detail; once, half laughing, he stopped to say,
"We'll have to live on your money, Elizabeth. See what I've come to!"
The old scruples seemed, beside this new reality, merely
ridiculous--although there was a certain satisfaction in throwing
overboard that hideous egotism of his, which had made all the trouble
that had come to them. "You see," he explained, "we shall go away for a
while, until you get your divorce. And it will take time to pick up a
practice, especially, in a new place. So you will probably have to
support me," he ended, smiling. But she was too much at peace in the
haven of his clasping arms even to smile. Once, when he confessed his
shame at having doubted her--"for I did," he said; "I actually thought
you cared for him!" she roused herself: "It was my fault. I won't let
you blame yourself; it was all my fault!" she said; then sank again
into dreaming quiet.
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