Blair was silent. Then he said, in a smothered voice: "If she is at
your house, tell her I won't keep the money. I'll make Nannie build a
hospital with it; or I'll ... tell her, if she will only just come back
to me, I'll--" He could not go on.
"Blair," Robert Ferguson said, from the doorway, "it is light enough
now to get a boat."
Blair nodded. "If she has gone to you, if she is alive," he said, "tell
her I'll give him the money."
Helena Richie lifted her head with involuntary hauteur. "My son has no
interest in your money!"
"Oh," he said, brokenly, "you can't seem to think of anything but his
quarrel with me. Somehow, all that seems so unimportant now! Why, I'd
ask David to help me, if I could reach him." He did not see her
relenting, outstretched hand; for the first time in a life starved for
want of the actualities of pain, Blair was suffering; he forgot
embarrassment, he even forgot hatred; he touched fundamentals: the need
of help and the instinctive reliance upon friendship. "David would help
me!" he said, passionately; "or my mother would know what to do; but
you people--" He dashed after Mr. Ferguson, and a moment later Mrs.
Richie heard the carriage rattling down the street; the two men were
going to the river to begin their heart-sickening search.
It was then that she started upon a search of her own. She made a
somewhat lame excuse to Nannie--Nannie was the last person to be
intrusted with Helena Richie's fears! Then she took the morning express
across the mountains. She sat all day in fierce alternations of hope
and angry concern: Surely Elizabeth was alive; but suppose she was
alive--with David! David's mother, remembering what he had said to her
that Sunday afternoon on the beach, knew, in the bottom of her heart,
that she would rather have Elizabeth dead than alive under such
conditions. Her old misgivings began to press upon her: the conditions
might have held no danger for him if he had had a different mother! She
found herself remembering, with anguish, a question that had been asked
her very long ago, when David was a little boy: Can _you_ make him
brave; can _you_ make him honorable; can _you_--"I've tried, oh, I have
tried," she said; "but perhaps Dr. Lavendar ought not to have given him
to me!" It was an unendurable idea; she drove it out of her mind, and
sat looking at the mist-enfolded mountains, struggling to decide
between a hope that implied a fear and a fear that destroyed a
hope;--but every now and then, under both the hope and the fear, came a
pang of memory that sent the color into her face: Robert Ferguson's
library; his words; his kiss....
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