The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His NonageShaw, Bernard
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The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His Nonage
Shaw, Bernard
Marriage -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
“I do not think that my father should have told me to leave the room,”
said Marian. “It was Sholto’s place to have gone, not mine.”
“Mr. Lind, who has so suddenly and deservedly descended from ‘papa’ to
‘my father,’ judiciously sided with the stronger and richer party.”
“Nelly: I shall be as unhappy after this as even Sholto can desire. I
feel very angry with papa; and yet I have no right to be. I suppose it
is because I am in the wrong. I deceived him about the engagement.”
“Bosh! You didnt tell him because you knew you couldnt trust him; and
now you see how right you were.”
“Even so, Nelly, I must not forget all his past care of me.”
“What care has he ever taken of you? He was very little better
acquainted with you than he was with me, when you came to keep house
for him and make yourself useful. Of course, he had to pay for your
board and lodging and education. The police would not have allowed him
to leave you to the parish. Besides, he was proud of having a nice,
pretty daughter to dispose of. You were quite welcome to be happy so
long as you did not do anything except what he approved of. But the
moment you claim your independence as a grown woman, the moment you
attempt to dispose of yourself instead of letting him dispose of you!
Bah! _I_ might have been _my_ father’s pet, if I had been a nonentity.
As it was, he spared no pains to make me miserable; and as I was only a
helpless little devil of a girl, he succeeded to his heart’s content.
Uncle Reginald will try to do exactly the same to-morrow, he will come
and bully you, instead of apologizing as he ought. See if he doesnt!”
“If I had as much reason to complain of my childhood as you have,
perhaps I should not feel so shocked and disappointed by his turning on
me to-night. Surely, when he saw me attacked as I was, he ought to have
come to my assistance.”
“Any stranger would have taken your part. The footman would, if you had
asked him. But then, James is not your father.”
“It seems a very small thing to be bidden to leave the room. But I will
never expose myself to a repetition of it.”
“Quite right. But what do you mean to do? for, after all, though
parental love is an imposition, parental authority is a fact.”
“I will get married.”
“Out of the frying pan into the fire! Certainly, if you are resolved to
marry, the present is as good as another time, and more convenient. But
there must be some legal formalities to go through. You cannot turn
into the first church you meet, and be married off-hand.”
“Ned must find out all that. I am sadly disappointed and disilluded,
Nelly.”
“Time will cure you as it does everybody; and you will be the better
for being wiser. By the bye, what did Sholto mean about Mrs. Fairfax?”
“I dont know.”
“She has evidently been telling him a parcel of lies. Do you remember
her hints about him yesterday at lunch? I have not the least doubt that
she has told him you are frantically in love with him. She as good as
told you the same about him.”
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