The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His NonageShaw, Bernard
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The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His Nonage
Shaw, Bernard
Marriage -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
“Humph! Well, I have said all that is necessary. I am sure that you
will not take any step calculated to inflict pain on me—at least an act
of selfishness on your part would be a new and shocking experience for
me.
“That is a very unfair way of putting it, papa. You give me no good
reason for breaking my word, and making myself unhappy; and yet you
accuse me of selfishness in not being ready to do both.”
“I think I have already given you my assurance, weighted as it is by my
age, my experience, my regard for your welfare, and, I hope, my
authority as a parent, that both your honor and happiness will be
secured by your obeying me, and forfeited by following your own
headstrong inclinations.”
Marian, almost crushed by this, hesitated a moment, twisting her
fingers and looking pitiably at him. Then she thought of Conolly;
rallied; and said: “I can only say that I am sorry to disagree with
you; but I am not convinced.”
“Do you mean that you refuse to obey me?”
“I cannot obey you in this matter, papa. I—”
“That is enough,” said Mr. Lind, gravely, beginning, to busy himself
with the writing materials. Marian for a moment seemed about to protest
against this dismissal. Then she checked herself and went out of the
room, closing the door quite quietly behind her, thereby unconsciously
terrifying her father, who had calculated on a slam.
“Well,” said Elinor, when her cousin rejoined her in the drawing-room:
“have you been selfish and disobedient? Have you lacerated a father’s
heart?”
“He is thoroughly unfair,” said Marian. “However, it all comes to this:
he is annoyed at my wanting to marry Ned: and I believe there will be
no more peace for me until I am in a house of my own. What shall we do
in the meantime? Where shall we go? I cannot stay here.”
“Why not? Uncle Reginald will sulk; sit at dinner without speaking to
us; and keep out of our way as much as he can. But you can talk to me:
we neednt mind him. It is he who will be out in the cold, biting his
nose to vex his face. Such a state of things is new to you; but I have
survived weeks of it without a single sympathizer, and been none the
worse, except, perhaps, in temper. He will pretend to be inexorable at
first: then he will come down to wounded affection; and he will end by
giving in.”
“No, Nelly, I couldnt endure that sort of existence. If people cannot
remain friends they should separate at once. I will not sleep in this
house to-night.”
“Hurrah!” cried Miss McQuinch. “That will be beginning the war with
spirit. If I were in your place, I would stay and fight it out at close
quarters. I would make myself so disagreeable that nobody can imagine
what life in this house would be. But your plan is the best—if you
really mean it.”
“Certainly I mean it. Where shall we go, Nelly?”
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