The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His NonageShaw, Bernard
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The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His Nonage
Shaw, Bernard
Marriage -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
“I certainly think,” said Mr. Lind, more smoothly, “that Marian might
have trusted to my indulgence instead of hurrying away to a lodging and
writing the news in all directions. But I must say I have received some
very nice letters about it. Jasper is quite congratulatory. The _Court
Journal_ has a paragraph this week alluding to it with quite good
taste. Conolly is a very remarkable man; and, as the _Court Journal_
truly enough remarks, he has won a high place in the republic of art
and science. As a Liberal, I cannot say that I disapprove of Marian’s
choice; and I really think that it will be looked on in society as an
interesting one.”
Mr. Lind’s son eyed him dubiously for quite a long time. Then he said,
slowly, “Am I to understand that I may now speak of the marriage as a
recognized thing?”
“Why not, pray?”
“Of course, since you wish it, and it cannot be helped—” The clergyman
again looked at his father, still more dubiously. He saw in his eye
that there would be a quarrel if the interview lasted much longer. So
he said “I must go home now. I have to write my sermon for next
Sunday.”
“Very good. Do not let me detain you. Good-bye.”
The Rev. George returned to his rooms quite dazed by the novelty of his
sensations. He had always respected his father beyond other men; and
now he knew that his father did not deserve his respect in the least.
That was one conviction uprooted. And Susanna had done something to
him—he did not exactly know what; but he felt altogether a different
man from the clergyman of the day before. He had come face to face with
what he called Vice for the first time, and found it not at all what he
had supposed it to be. He had believed that he knew it to be most
dangerously attractive to the physical, but utterly repugnant to the
moral sense; and such fascination he was prepared to resist to the
utmost. But he was attacked in just the opposite way, and thereby so
thrown off his guard that he did not know he was attacked at all; so
that he told himself vaingloriously that the shafts of the enemy had
fallen harmlessly from his breastplate of faith. For he was not in the
least charmed by Susanna’s person. He had detected the paint on her
cheeks, and had noted with aversion a certain unhealthy bloat in her
face, and an alcoholic taint in her breath. He exulted in the
consciousness that he had been genuinely disgusted, not as a matter of
duty, but unaffectedly, as a matter of simple nature. What interested
him in her was her novel and bold moral attitude, her self-respect in
the midst of her sin, her striking arguments in favor of an apparently
indefensible course of life. Hers was no common case of loose living,
he felt: there was a soul to be saved there, if only Heaven would raise
her up a friend in some man absolutely proof against the vulgar
fascination of her prettiness. He began to imagine a certain greatness
of character about her, a capacity for heroic repentance as well as for
heroic sin.
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