The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His NonageShaw, Bernard
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The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His Nonage
Shaw, Bernard
Marriage -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
By God, that child of mine wouldnt believe
its eyes if it saw its mother sober. Only for Lucy, I’d have pitched
her over long ago. I did all I could when I first saw that she was
overdoing the champagne. I swore I’d break the neck of any man I caught
bringing wine into the house. I sacked the whole staff of servants
twice because I found a lot of fresh corks swept into the dustpan. I
stopped drinking at home myself: I got in doctors to frighten her: I
tried bribing, coaxing, threatening: I knocked her down once when I
caught her with a bottle in her hand; and she fell with her head
against the fender, and frightened me a good deal more than she hurt
herself. It was no use. Sometimes she used to defy me, and say she
_would_ drink, she didnt care whether she was killing herself or not.
Other times she cried; implored me to save her from destroying herself;
asked me why I didnt thrash the life out of her whenever I caught her
drunk; promised on her oath never to touch another drop. The same
evening she would be drunk again, and, when I taxed her with it, say
that she wasn’t drunk, that she was sick, and that she prayed the
Almighty on her knees to strike her dead if she had a bottle in the
house. Aye, and the very stool she knelt on would be a wine case with a
red cloth stuck to it with a few gilt-headed nails to make it look like
a piece of furniture. Next day she would laugh at me for believing her,
and ask me what use I supposed there was in talking to her. How she
managed to hold on at the theatre, I dont know. She wouldnt learn new
parts, and stuck to old ones that she could do in her sleep, she knew
them so well. She would go on the stage and get through a long part
when she couldnt walk straight from the wing to her dressing-room. Of
course, her voice went to the dogs long ago; but by dint of screeching
and croaking she pulls through. She says she darent go on sober now;
that she knows she should break down. The theatre has fallen off, too.
The actors got out of the place one by one—they didnt like playing with
her—and were replaced by a third-rate lot. The audiences used to be
very decent: now they are all cads and fast women. The game is up for
her in London. She has been offered an engagement in America on the
strength of her old reputation; but what is the use of it if she
continues drinking.”
“That is very sad,” said Douglas, with cold disgust, perfunctorily
veiled by a conventional air of sympathy. “But if she is irreclaimable,
why not leave her?”
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