The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His NonageShaw, Bernard
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The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His Nonage
Shaw, Bernard
Marriage -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
“I think I had rather you began. Remember our old conditions. You are
not to checkmate me in three moves; and you are not to take my queen.”
“Very well. You may rely upon it I shall think more of my adversary
than of my game. Check.”
“Oh! You have done it in three moves. That is not fair. I won’t play
any more unless you take back that.”
“No, I assure you it is not checkmate. My bishop should be at the other
side for that. There! of course, that will do.”
“What a noise Marmaduke makes over his cards! I hope the people next
door will not hear him swearing.”
“Impossible. You must not move that knight: it exposes your king. Do
you know, I think there is a great charm about this house.”
“Indeed? Yes, it is a pretty house.”
“And this sunset hour makes it additionally so; Besides, it is
inexpressibly sad to see you here, a perfectly happy and perfectly
beautiful mistress of this romantic foreign home.”
“What do you mean, Sholto?”
“I call it a foreign home because, though it is yours, I have no part
nor lot in it. Remember, we are only playing at old times to-night.
Everything around, from the organ to the ring on your finger, reminds
me that I am a stranger here. It seems almost unkind of you to regret
nothing whilst I am full of regrets.”
“Check,” said Marian. “Mind your game, sir.”
“Flippant!” exclaimed Douglas, impatiently moving his king. “I verily
believe that if your husband were at the bottom of the Thames at this
moment, you would fly off unconcernedly to some other nest, and break
hearts with as much indifference as ever.”
“I wish you would not make suggestions of that sort, Sholto. You make
me uncomfortable. Something _might_ happen to Ned. I wish he were home.
He is very late.”
“Happy man. You can be serious when you think about him. I envy him.”
“What! Sholto Douglas stoop to envy any mortal! Prodigious!”
“Yes: it has come to that with me. Why should I not envy him? His
career has been upward throughout. He has been a successful worker in
the world, where I have had nothing real to do. When the good things I
had been dreaming of and longing for all my life came in his path, he
had them for the mere asking. I valued them so highly that when I
fancied I possessed them, I was the proudest of men. I am humble enough
now that I am beggared.”
“You are really talking the greatest nonsense.”
“No doubt I am. Still in love, Marian, you see. There is no harm in
telling you so now.”
“On the contrary, it is now that there is harm. For shame, Sholto!”
“I am not ashamed. I tell you of my love because now you can listen to
me without uneasiness, knowing that it is no longer associated with
hope, or desire, or anything but regret. You see that I do not affect
the romantic lover. I eat very well; I play chess; I go into society;
and you reproach me for growing fat.”
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