The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His NonageShaw, Bernard
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The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His Nonage
Shaw, Bernard
Marriage -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
“You are dreaming, Mr. Lind. Your daughter was the guardian of her own
honor. I made her no promises. It is absurd to speak of a woman of her
age and experience being betrayed, as though she were a child.”
“I always understood that you prided yourself on acting up to a higher
standard of honorable dealing than other men. If this is your
boasted——”
“Mr. Lind,” said Douglas, interrupting him with determination, “no more
of this, if you please. Briefly, I will have nothing whatever to say to
Mrs. Conolly in the future. If her reputation were as unstained as your
own, I would still refuse to know her. I have suffered from her the
utmost refinements of caprice and treachery, and the coarsest tirades
of abuse. She left me of her own accord, in spite of my entreaties to
her to stay—entreaties which I made her in response to an exhibition of
temper which would have justified me in parting from her there and
then. It is true that I have moulded my life according to a higher
standard of honor than ordinary men; and it is also true that that
standard is never higher, never more fastidiously acted up to, than
where a woman is concerned. I have only to add that I am perfectly
satisfied as to the propriety of my behavior in Marian’s case, and that
I absolutely refuse to hear another accusation of unworthiness from
you, much as I respect you and your sorrow.”
Mr. Lind, though he saw that he must change his tone, found it hard to
subdue his temper; for though not a strong man, he was unaccustomed to
be thwarted. “Sholto,” he said: “you are not serious. You are irritated
by some lovers’ quarrel.”
“I am justly estranged from your daughter, and I am resolved never to
give her a place in my thoughts again. I have madly wasted my youth on
her. Let her be content with that and the other things I have
sacrificed for her sake.”
“But this is dreadful. Think of the life she must lead if you do not
marry her. She will be an outcast. She will not even have a name.”
“She would not be advised. She made her choice in defiance of an
explicit warning of the inevitable results, and she must abide by it. I
challenge the most searching inquiry into my conduct, Mr. Lind. It will
be found, if the truth be told, that I spared her no luxury before she
left me; and that, far from being the aggressor, it is I who have the
right to complain of insult and desertion.”
“Still, even granting that her unhappy position may have rendered her a
little sore and impatient at times, do you not owe her some forbearance
since she gave up her home and her friends for you?”
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