The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His NonageShaw, Bernard
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The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His Nonage
Shaw, Bernard
Marriage -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
Upon this encouragement Marian described to him her state of health. He
seemed a little amused, asked her a few questions, and finally told her
coolly that she might expect to become a mother next fall. She was so
utterly dismayed that he began to look stern in anticipation of an
appeal to him to avert this; an appeal which he had often had to refuse
without ever having succeeded in persuading a woman that it was futile,
or convincing her that it was immoral. But Marian spared him this: she
was overwhelmed by the new certainty that a reconciliation with her
husband was no longer possible. Her despair at the discovery shewed her
for the first time how homesick she really was.
When the doctor left, Mrs. Myers came. She exclaimed; wept; and
gossiped until two police officers arrived. Marian related to them what
she had seen of the accident, and became indignant at the apparent
incredulity with which they questioned her and examined the room. After
their departure Eliza came to her, and invited her to go upstairs and
see the body of Susanna. She refused with a shudder; but when she saw
that the girl was hurt as well as astonished, it occurred to her that
avoidance of the dead might, if it came to Conolly’s knowledge, be
taken by him to indicate a lack of kind feeling toward his sister. So
she overcame her repugnance, and went with Eliza. The window-shades
were drawn down, and the dressing-table had been covered with a white
cloth, on which stood a plaster statuet of the Virgin and Child, with
two lighted candles before it. To please Eliza, who had evidently made
these arrangements, Marian whispered a few words of approval, and
turned curiously to the bed. The sight made her uncomfortable. The body
was decently laid out, its wounded forehead covered with a bandage, and
Eliza’s rosary and crucifix on its breast; but it did not, as Marian
had hoped, suggest peace or sleep. It was not Susanna, but a vacant
thing that had always underlain her, and which, apart from her, was
ghastly.
“She died a good Catholic anyhow: the light o Heaven to her sowl!” said
Eliza, whimpering, but speaking as though she expected and defied
Marian to contradict her.
“Amen,” said Marian.
“It’s sure and sartin. There never was a Conolly a Prodestan yet.”
Marian left the room, resolving to avoid such sights in future. Mrs.
Myers was below, anxious to resume the conversation which the visit of
the police had interrupted. Marian could not bear this. To escape, she
left the house, and went to her only friend in New York, Mrs. Crawford,
whose frequent visits she had never before ventured to return. To her
she narrated the events of the day.
“This business of the poor girl killing herself is real shocking,” said
Mrs. Crawford. “Perhaps your husband will come over here now, and give
you a chance of making up with him.”
“If he does, I must leave New York, Mrs. Crawford.”
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