The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His NonageShaw, Bernard
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The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His Nonage
Shaw, Bernard
Marriage -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
“You are very good. I do not value any distinction of the sort. I write
sometimes because, I suppose, the things that are in me must come out,
whether I will or not. Let us talk of something else. You are quite
well I hope?”
“Very far from it. I am never well; but since I never have a moment’s
rest from work, I must bear with it. People expect me to think, when I
have hardly time to eat.”
“If you have no time to think, I envy you. But I am truly sorry that
your health remains so bad.”
“Thank you. But what is the cause of all this gloomy cynicism, Mr.
Douglas? Why should you, who are young, distinguished, gifted, and
already famous, envy me for having no leisure to think?”
“You exaggerate the sadness of my unfortunate insensibility to the
admiration of the crowd,” said Douglas, coldly. “I am, nevertheless,
flattered by the interest you take in my affairs.”
“You need not be, Mr. Douglas,” said Mrs. Fairfax, earnestly, fearing
that he would presently succeed in rebuffing her. “I think you are much
better off than you deserve. You may despise your reputation as much as
you like: that only affects yourself. But when a beautiful girl pays
you the compliment of almost dying of love for you, I think you ought
to buy a wedding-ring and jump for joy, instead of sulking in remote
corners of the continent.”
“And pray, Mrs. Leith Fairfax, what lady has so honored me?”
“You must know, unless you are blind.”
“Pardon me. I do not habitually imply what is not the case. I beg you
to believe that I do _not_ know.”
“Not know! What moles men are! Poor Marian!”
“Oblige me by taking this seat,” said Douglas, sternly, pointing to one
just vacated. “I shall not detain you many minutes,” he added, sitting
down beside her. “May I understand that Miss Lind is the lady of whom
you spoke just now?”
“Yes. Remember that I am speaking to you as a friend, and that I trust
to you not to mention the effort I am making to clear up the
misunderstanding which causes her so much unhappiness.”
“Are you then in Miss Lind’s confidence? Did she ask you to tell me
this?”
“What do you mean, Mr. Douglas?”
“I am quite innocent of any desire to shock or offend you, Mrs. Leith
Fairfax. Does your question imply a negative?”
“Most certainly. Marian ask me to tell! you must be dreaming. Do you
think, even if Marian were capable of making an advance, that _I_ would
consent to act as a go-between? Really, Mr. Douglas!”
“I confess I do not understand these matters; and you must bear with my
ineptitude. If Miss Lind entertains any sentiment for me but one of
mistrust and aversion, her behavior is singularly misleading.”
“Mistrust! Aversion! I tell you she is in love with you.”
“But you have not, you admit, her authority for saying so, whereas I
_have_ her authority for the contrary.”
“You do not understand girls. You are mistaken.”
“Possibly; but you must pardon me if I hesitate to set aside my own
judgment in deference to your low estimate of it.”
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