'I have come here to-day, Elsie, by Sir Samuel's express wish, in order
to soften the blow and to warn you. Whether you will tell--that unhappy
young man or not, is for you to decide. Perhaps, if you do, he may
imitate our unworthy brother and run away. If he does not, the blow will
fall to-morrow--to-day--the day after to-morrow--I know not when. He
will be arrested: he will be taken before a magistrate: he will be
remanded: he will be out on bail. Oh, Elsie, think of marrying a man out
on bail! One might as well marry a man in convict dress. Oh! Horrible!'
'I would rather marry George in convict dress than any other man in fine
raiment. Because, once more, the thing is impossible.'
'You carry your faith in your lover beyond bounds, Elsie. Of course a
girl is right to believe in a man's honour. It makes her much more
comfortable, and gives her a sense of security. Besides, we always like
to believe that we are loved by the best of men. That makes us feel like
the best of women.--But in this case, when I tell you that Sir Samuel--a
man who has always lived among money--so to speak--and knows how money
is constantly assailed--is firmly convinced of George's complicity, I do
think that you might allow something for human frailty. In the case of
Athelstan, what did Mr. Dering say? Everything is possible. So I say of
George Austin, everything is possible.'
'Not everything. Not that.'
'Yes, even that.--What do you know of his private life? Why has he
concealed the fact of Athelstan's residence in London? Why has he never
told us of his friendship with that unfortunate outcast?'
'I don't know. He has his reasons.'
'It is a most dreadful thing for you,' Hilda went on. 'And after getting
to believe in the man and--well--becoming attached to him--though such
attachments mean little and are soon forgotten--and after going the
length of fixing the day and ordering the dress and the wedding-cake,
and putting up the banns---- Oh! it is a wretched business--a horrible
misfortune. The only thing to be said is that in such a case, the fact
being known to everybody, no one can blame a girl; and perhaps, in the
long run, she will suffer no injury from it. Our circle, for instance,
is so different from that of this young man's friends, that the thing
would not even be known among us.'
'I believe, Hilda, you will drive me mad.'
'My dear, one must look ahead. And remember that I look ahead for you.
As for the young man, I dissociate him henceforth from you. What he does
and where he goes I do not inquire or care about, any more than I
trouble myself about a disgraceful brother. Some acts cut a man off from
his mistress--from his sisters--from the world.'
'Do not talk any more,' said Elsie. 'Let the blow, as you call it, fall
when it pleases. But as for me, I shall not warn George that he is to be
charged with dishonesty, any more than I will believe him capable of
dishonesty.'
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