Thus divided in opinion, the office looked on, expectant. Expectancy is
a thing which gets into the air: it fills every room with whispers: it
makes a conspirator or a partisan or a confederate of every one: it
divides a peaceful office into camps: it is the cause of inventions,
lies, and exaggerations. There were two parties in this office--one
which whispered accusations, and the other which whispered denials.
Between these hovered the wobblers or mugwumps, who whispered that while
on the one hand--on the other hand--and that while they readily
admitted--so they were free to confess----Everybody knows the wobbler.
He is really, if he knew it, the master of the situation; but, because
he is a wobbler, he cannot use his strength. When he is called upon to
act, he falls into two pieces, each of which begins to wobble and to
fall into other two pieces of its own accord. The whole process of a
Presidential Election--except the final voting--was going on in that
office of half-a-dozen rooms, but in whispers, without a single
procession, and not one German band. And all unconscious of the tumult
that raged about him--a tumult in whispers--a civil war in silence--the
object of this was going on his way unconscious and undisturbed.
Now, however, having learned that the old clerk was actually seeking to
fix this charge upon him, George perceived the whispering and understood
the charge. When he passed through the first or outer office in the
morning, he perceived that the clerks all looked at him curiously, and
that they pretended not to be looking at him, and plied their pens with
zeal. On the stairs he met an articled clerk, who blushed a rosy red
with consciousness of the thing: on his way to his own room through his
own clerks' room, he felt them looking after him curiously as he passed;
and he felt them, when his own door was closed, whispering about him.
This made him extremely angry. Yet, for a whisper, one cannot suffer
wrath to become visible. That would only please the whisperers. There
is only one thing worse than to be suspected rightly; it is to be
suspected wrongly; for the latter makes a man mad. What? That he--even
he--the man of principle and rule, should be suspected! Does nothing,
then--no amount of character, no blamelessness of record, avail? Is the
world coming to an end?
George then shut his door and sat down to his table in a very wrathful
and savage frame of mind. And while he was just beginning to nurse and
nourish this wrath, coaxing it from a red glow to a roaring flame, a
card was brought to him.
'I will see Sir Samuel at once,' he said.
It is as well that we do not hear the remarks of the clerks' room and
the servants' hall. The Service, in fact, is a body of critics whose
judgments would, if we only heard them, cause us to reconsider our
self-respect. Great Philanthropist, great Statesman, saintly
Preacher--if you only knew what they say of you--down below!
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