The Master took her hand in his and held it paternally. 'We needed such
a disciple as you,' he went on, slightly bending his head over her.
'Among my followers there is earnestness without understanding. They
believe in the good time, but they are impatient. They want revolution,
which is terrific and destroys. I want conviction. There are times when
a great idea flies abroad like the flame through the stubble. But men's
minds must first be so prepared that they are ready for it. The world is
not yet ready for my idea, and I am old, and may die too soon to see the
sudden rise of the mighty flood, when that doctrine shall suddenly
cease in all mankind. We need disciples. Above all, we need women. Why
do women, I wonder, throw themselves away in imitating man, when there
are a thousand things that they can do better than any man? I want
women--young, beautiful, faithful. I can find work for hundreds of
women. Hypatia would be worth to me--to us--far more than he of the
Golden Mouth. Child--your sweet voice, your sweet face, your sweet
eyes--I want them. I will take them and use them--expend them--for the
great Cause. It may be that you will be called upon to become the first
martyr of the Cause. Hypatia was murdered by a raging mob. You will have
against you a mob worse than any of Alexandria. You will have a mob
composed of all those who are rich, and all who want to be rich, and all
the servile crews at their command. Happy girl! You will be torn to
pieces for the cause of humanity. Happy girl! I see the roaring,
shrieking mob. I see your slender figure on the steps--what steps?
Where? I hear your voice, clear and high. You are preaching to them;
they close in round you: you disappear--they have dragged you down: they
trample the life out of you. You are dead--dead--dead--and a name for
ever. And the Cause has had its martyr.'
It was strange. She who had offered herself as a disciple with deception
in her heart, thinking only to watch and wait and spy until she could
see her way plain before her, who knew that she was listening to the
voice and the dreams of a madman. Yet she was carried away: he made her
see the mob: she saw herself dragged down and trampled under their
heels. She shuddered, yet she was exultant: her eyes glowed with a new
light: she murmured: 'Yes--yes. Do with me what you please. I am your
disciple, and I will be your martyr, if you please.'
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