He understood now. Since the apparition of South Square he had had time
to reflect. He now understood the whole business from the beginning to
the end. One hand there was, and only one, concerned with the case. Now
he understood the meaning of the frequent fits of abstraction, the long
silences, this strange forgetfulness which made his master mix up days
and hours, and caused him to wonder what he had done and where he had
been on this and that evening. And somebody else knew. The girl knew.
She had told her lover. She had told her brother. That was why the new
Partner laughed and defied them. It was on his charge that young Arundel
had been forced to leave the country. It was he who declared that he had
seen him place the stolen notes in the safe. It was he who had charged
young Austin and whispered suspicions into the mind of Sir Samuel. Now
the truth would come out, and they would all turn upon him, and his
master would have to be told. Who would tell him? How could they tell
him? Yet he must be told. And what would be done to the jealous servant?
And how could the old lawyer, with such a knowledge about himself,
continue to work at his office? All was finished. He would be sent about
his business. His master would go home and stay there--with an
attendant. How could he continue to live without his work to do? What
would he do all day? With whom would he talk? Everything finished and
done with. Everything----
He stood, therefore, stricken dumb, humble, waiting for reproof.
'Are you ill, Checkley? asked Mr. Dering. 'You look ill. What is the
matter?
'I am not ill,' he replied in a hollow voice, with a dismal shake of the
head. 'I am not exactly ill. Yes, I am ill. I tried to put your table in
order for you this morning, but I couldn't, I really couldn't. I feel as
if I couldn't never do anything for you--never again. After sixty years'
service, it's hard to feel like that.'
He moved to the table and began mechanically laying the papers straight.
'No one has touched your table but me for sixty years. It's hard to
think that another hand will do this for you--and do it quite as well,
you'll think. That's what we get for faithful service.' He put the
papers all wrong, because his old eyes were dimmed with unaccustomed
moisture. Checkley had long since ceased to weep over the sorrows of
others, even in the most moving situations, when, for instance, he
himself carried off the sticks instead of the rent. But no man is so old
that he cannot weep over his own misfortunes. Checkley's eye was
therefore dimmed with the tear of Compassion, which is the sister of
Charity.
'I do not understand you this morning, Checkley. Have you had any
unpleasantness with Mr. Austin--with any of the people?'
'No--no. Only that I had better go before I am turned out. That's all.
That's all'--he repeated the words in despair. 'Nothing but that.'
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