'Nothing is more common'--Athelstan the Journalist began to draw upon
the encyclopædic memory which belongs to his profession--'than such a
forgetfulness of self. Have you ever been into a Lunatic Asylum? I
have--for professional purposes. I have discoursed with the patients,
and been instructed by the physicians. Half the time many of the
patients are perfectly rational: during the other half they seem to
assume another mind with other memories. It is not real possession, as
the ancients called it, because they never show knowledge other than
what they have learned before. Thus, a sane man who cannot draw would
never in insanity become an artist. So Mr. Dering, when he is mad,
brings the same logical power and skill to bear upon a different set of
maxims and opinions. Said a physician to me at this asylum of which I
speak: "There are thousands of men and women, but especially men, who
are mad every now and then, and don't know it. Most of the crimes are, I
believe, committed in moments of madness. A young fellow steals
money--it is because at the moment he is so mad that he even persuades
himself that borrowing is not stealing: that he is only borrowing: that
he can get it back, and put it back before it is found out. What is
uncontrollable rage but sudden madness? There are the men who know that
they are mad on some point or other, and cunningly hide it, and are
never found out. And there are the men who are mad and don't know it. In
their mad times they commit all kinds of extravagances and follies, yet
somehow they escape detection." So he talked; and he told me of a man
who was a lawyer in one town with a wife and family, and also a lawyer
in another with a different wife and family. But one lawyer never found
out the other; and the thing was only discovered when the man got a
paralytic stroke and died in a kind of bewilderment, because, when the
time came for him to be the other man, he found himself lying in a
strange bedroom with a strange family round him. I had long forgotten
the asylum. I did the place for my paper three or four years ago, and
scored by the description. Since last night I have been recalling my
experience and applying it. You see there can never be any physical
change. This is no Hyde and Jekyll business. Whatever happens must be
conducted with the same body and the same mind. The same processes of
mind in which the man is trained remain, but his madness requires a new
setting.'
'One cannot understand,' said Elsie.
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