'Yesterday--what happened yesterday?'
Checkley was silent.
'Who was here yesterday?--Go on, Checkley. Don't be afraid.'
'Sir Samuel was here--and Lady Dering--and Mrs. Arundel--and Miss
Elsie--and your Partner--and Mr. Athelstan. Two or three more came in
and went away.'
'That will do. You need tell me no more. I don't want to know the
particulars.--Checkley, my day's work is done. I have thought so for
some time past. Now I am certain, I shall retire.'
'No--no,' cried Checkley, the tears running down his face. 'Not to
retire--after all these years--not to retire.'
'I know now the meaning of my fits of forgetfulness. I have feared and
suspected it for a long time. While I am lost to myself, I am going
about the world, doing I know not what. And I will not ask. I may be
this Edmund Gray who preaches Socialism and gives me his precious
tracts. I may be some one else. I say, Checkley, that I know now what
has happened to me. Deny it if you can--if you can, I say.'
Checkley did not offer any denial. He hung his head. 'This is the
meaning of Elsie's strange hints and queer protestations. Half my time I
am a madman--a madman.--Checkley, ask Mr. Austin to come to me at once.
My day is done.' He closed his open blotting-pad and placed the unopened
letters beside it. Then he rose and pushed back his chair--the chair in
which he had sat for fifty years and more. 'My day is done--my day is
done.'
CHAPTER XXXV
THE LAST
Mr. Dering left his office, went back to Gray's Inn, and sat down again
before the Ivory Gate. Those who have once sat for an hour or two in
this place return to it again and again and never leave it. It is, to
begin with, the most beautiful gate ever erected. The brain and wit and
fancy of man could never conceive such a gate, could never execute such
a conception. It is all of pure ivory, carved with flowers such as never
grew; curving and flowing lines leading nowhere; figures of maidens
lovely beyond all dreams; philosophers whose wisdom reaches unto the
Heavens; statesmen who discern the gathering forces and control the
destinies of a nation; inventors who conquer nature; physicians who
prolong life; ecclesiastics who convert the Carthusian cell into a bower
of delight; poets who here find their fantasies divine; men and women in
a work-a-day dress who wear the faces of the heavenly host.
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