He began by raising his head and smiling with a strange and new
benignity--but Elsie thought of her portrait. 'We are all one family
here,' he said; 'and I may talk. I want to tell you of a very remarkable
thing that has recently happened to me. It has been growing, I now
perceive, for some years. But it now holds me strongly, and it is one
reason why I am anxious to have the affairs of the House in the hands of
a younger man. For it may be a sign of the end. At seventy-five anything
uncommon may be a sign.'
'You look well, Mr. Dering, and as strong as most men of sixty,' said
Mrs. Arundel.
'Perhaps. I feel well and strong. The fact is that I am troubled--or
pleased--or possessed--by an Illusion.'
'You with an Illusion?' said his brother.
'I myself. An Illusion possesses me. It whispers me from time to time
that my life is wholly spent in promoting the happiness of other
people.'
'Well,' said his brother, 'since you are a first-class solicitor, and
manage the affairs of many people very much to their advantage, you
certainly do promote their happiness.'
'Yes, yes--I suppose so. My Illusion further is that it is done outside
my business--without any bill afterwards'--Checkley looked up with eyes
wide open--'I am made to believe that I am working and living for the
good of others. A curious Illusion, is it not?'
The City man shook his head. 'That any man can possibly live for the
good of others is, I take it, always and under all circumstances an
Illusion. In the present state of society--and a very admirable state it
is'--he rolled his bald head as he spoke and his voice had a rich roll
in it--'a man's first duty--his second duty--his third duty--his
hundredth duty--is to himself. In the City it is his business to amass
wealth--to roll it up--roll it up'--he expressed the words with
feeling--'to invest it profitably--to watch it, and to nurse it as it
fructifies--fructifies. Afterwards, when he is rich enough, if ever a
man can be rich enough, he may exercise as much charity as he
pleases--as he pleases. Charity seems to please some people as a glass
of fine wine'--he illustrated the comparison--'pleases the
palate--pleases the palate.'
The lawyer listened politely and inclined his head.
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