She laid her hand on his and spoke in her sweet low voice, gazing
upwards. 'George! I am so happy, that I want everybody else to be happy
as well. The angels, I am sure, must lose some of their joy in wishing
that all were with them. I pity all those poor girls who have no lovers:
all those poor married people who are lying in poverty: all those poor
creatures who are trying for what they cannot get; all those who are
weeping outside the gates of Heaven. George, it is a beautiful world,
and it should be such a happy world: there should be nothing but joy all
through life. There is such an abundance of happiness possible in it.
Sadness is only a passing cloud: anxiety is only a touch of east wind:
evil and pain are only fleeting shadows.'
She sighed and clasped her hands, and the tears rose to her eyes.
'We shall grow old together, George,' she went on, murmuring rather than
speaking.--I omit her lover's interruptions and interjections.--'You
will always love me, long after my beauty--you know you will call it
beauty, George--is past and gone: even when I am a poor old crone
doubled up in my arm-chair: you will always love me. My life will be
full--full--full of love. Perhaps----' Here her face flushed, and she
stopped. 'We shall have no trouble about money: we shall go on always
learning more and more, growing wiser and wiser and wiser. You will be a
wise and good man, thinking and working all your life for other people,
just as Mr. Dering imagined--three weeks ago. Everybody will love and
respect you. Then you will grow grey-headed, you poor, dear boy; and all
the world will say how wise and strong you are; and I shall be prouder
of my old husband than even I was of my young lover. The life that
others have dreamed, we shall live. Every day shall come laden with its
own joy, so that we would not, if we could help it, suffer it to go
away.' She struck a deeper note, and her voice trembled and sank and her
eyes filled with tears: 'Life shall be all happiness, as God intended
for us. Even Death will be little sorrow, for the separation will be so
short.' Once more she laid her hand on his.
Even to the most frivolous, the prospect of the wedded life awakens
grave and solemn thoughts: for those who have eyes to see and ears to
hear and brains to understand, there is no prospect so charged with
chances and possibilities, where even life itself may become a Death in
Life.
When George left her in the evening, he drove to see Athelstan.
'So,' he said, 'you have been courting all day, I suppose. You ought to
have had enough of it. Sit down and have something--a pipe--a
cigar.--Well--you are going to be very jolly, I suppose. Elsie's little
fortune will help a bit, won't it?'
'I should think so, indeed.'
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