"Perhaps," she said carelessly as if she did not care to pursue that
speculation. "You know that my mother was governess to Olive and Frank
before she married my father?" she continued, still with that same air of
discussing some remote, detached topic.
"I heard that she had been a governess. I didn't know that she had ever
been with the Jervaises," I said.
"She was there for over two years," pursued Anne. "She is French, you
know, though you'd probably never guess it, now, except for an occasional
word here and there. She left years before Brenda was born. Brenda is so
much younger than the others. There's eight years between her and Robert,
the next one. Olive's the eldest, of course, and then Frank."
I made some conventional acknowledgment for this information. I was
wondering if she were merely talking to save the embarrassment of silence.
We had drifted, apparently, a long way from any matter of personal
interest and I was hesitating as to whether I should not attempt a new
opening, when she began again with the least little frown of
determination.
"I'm talking about them, because if you are to be Arthur's friend you
ought to know more or less how things are between us and the Jervaises,
and I might just as well say right out at once that we don't like them;
we've never liked them. Mother, more particularly. She has got something
against them that she has never told us, but it isn't that." Her frown was
more pronounced as she went on, "They aren't nice people, any of them,
except Brenda, and she's so absolutely different from the rest of them,
and doesn't like them either--in a way."
"You don't even except Frank?" I mumbled. I could not resist the
opportunity she had offered to ask that too pointed question; but I looked
down at the floor as I spoke; I wanted her to understand that I was not
cross-examining her.
"I knew you saw us," she returned in the same even tone that she had used
all through this conversation of ours. She had not once raised or lowered
her voice. She might have been speaking a part, just to test her memory.
"Yes, I did," I said. "Quite by accident, of course. I had no idea that he
had come up here. I hadn't seen him since breakfast."
"It was a mistake," she said simply.
I looked up at her, hoping with no shadow of reason that I might have
played some part in her discovery that that caress in the wood had been a
mistake. But she had not changed colour nor moved her attitude, and her
voice was still free from any emotion as she said,--
"We thought, Brenda and I thought, that we might trick him. It was a piece
of chicane. She and I were rather silly this morning. We excite each
other. In a sort of way she dared me. But I was sorry afterwards and so
was Brenda, although she thought it might be better as I'd gone so far to
keep it up until Arthur had got a promise or something out of Mr.
Jervaise. I had meant to do that. I don't know why I didn't."
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