“I am sure, my dear one. Ah, I am but too sure. Would to God there were
a chance of my being mistaken! Ah, dear, dear child, it is my lot to
look on happiness through another man's eyes. And, believe me, there
is more happiness in doing so than the world knows of. No, no! Do not
speak--for God's sake, do not speak to me! Do not say those words which
are trembling on your lips, for they mean unhappiness to both of us.”
She continued looking at him; then suddenly, with a little cry, she
turned away, and throwing herself down on the sofa, burst into tears,
with her face upon one of the arms, which her hands held tightly.
After a time he went to her side and laid a hand upon her hair.
She raised her head and looked up to him with streaming eyes. She put a
hand out to him, saying in a low but clear voice--
“You are right. Oh, I know you are right. I will not speak that
word; but I can never--never cease to think of you as the best--the
noblest--the truest of men. You have been my best friend--my only
friend--and there is no dearer name that a man can be called by a
woman.”
He bent his head and kissed her on the forehead, but spoke no word.
A moment afterwards Mrs. Horneck entered the room.
“Oh, mother, mother!” cried the girl, starting up, “I knew that I was
right--I knew that Dr. Goldsmith would be able to help me. Ah, I am a
new girl since he came to see me. I feel that I am well once more--that
I shall never be ill again! Oh, he is the best doctor in the world!”
“Why, what a transformation there is already!” said her mother. “Ah, Dr.
Goldsmith was always my dear girl's friend!”
“Friend--friend!” she said slowly, almost gravely. “Yes, he was always
my friend, and he will be so forever--my friend--our friend.”
“Always, always,” said Mrs. Horneck. “I am doubly glad to find that you
have cast away your fit of melancholy, my dear, because Colonel Gwyn has
just called and expresses the deepest anxiety regarding your condition.
May I not ask him to come up in order that his mind may be relieved by
seeing you?”
“No, no! I will not see Colonel Gwyn to-day,” cried the girl. “Send him
away--send him away. I do not want to see him. I want to see no one but
our good friend Oliver Goldsmith. Ah, what did Colonel Gwyn ever do for
me that I should wish to see him?”
“My dear Mary----”
“Send him away, dear mother. I tell you that indeed I am not yet
sufficiently recovered to be able to have a visitor. Dr. Goldsmith has
not yet given me a good laugh, and till you come and find us laughing
together as we used to laugh in the old days, you cannot say that I am
myself again.”
“I will not do anything against your inclinations, child,” said Mrs.
Horneck. “I will tell Colonel Gwyn to renew his visit to you next week.”
“Do, dear mother,” cried the girl, laughing. “Say next week, or next
year, sweetest of mothers, or--best of all--say that he had better come
by and by, and then add, in the true style of Mr. Garrick, that 'by and
by is easily said.'”
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