“Who can say that she does not love him?” cried the lady. “Oh, my dear
Dr. Goldsmith, a young woman is herself the worst judge in all the world
of whether or not she loves one particular man. I give you my word, sir,
I was married for five years before I knew that I loved my husband. When
I married him I know that I was under the impression that I actually
disliked him. Marriages are made in heaven, they say, and very properly,
for heaven only knows whether a woman really loves a man, and a man a
woman. Neither of the persons in the contract is capable of pronouncing
a just opinion on the subject.”
“I think that Mary should know what is in her own heart.”
“Alas! alas! I fear for her. It is because I fear for her I am desirous
of seeing her married to a good man--a man with whom her future
happiness would be assured. You have talked of her heart, my friend;
alas! that is just why I fear for her. I know how her heart dominates
her life and prevents her from exercising her judgment. A girl who is
ruled by her heart is in a perilous way. I wonder if she told you what
her uncle, with whom she was sojourning in Devonshire, told me about her
meeting a certain man there--my brother did not make me acquainted with
his name--and being so carried away with some plausible story he told
that she actually fancied herself in love with him--actually, until my
brother, learning that the man was a disreputable fellow, put a stop
to an affair that could only have had a disastrous ending. Ah! her
heart----”
“Yes, she told me all that. Undoubtedly she is dominated by her heart.”
“That is, I repeat, why I tremble for her future. If she were to meet at
some time, when perhaps I might not be near her, another adventurer like
the fellow whom she met in Devonshire, who can say that she would not
fancy she loved him? What disaster might result! Dear friend, would you
desire to save her from the fate of your Olivia?”
There was a long pause before he said--
“Madam, I will do as you ask me. I will go to Mary and endeavour to
point out to her that it is her duty to marry Colonel Gwyn.”
“I knew you would grant my request, my dear, dear friend,” cried the
mother, catching his hand and pressing it. “But I would ask of you not
to put the proposal to her quite in that way. To suggest that a girl
with a heart should marry a particular man because her duty lies in that
direction would be foolishness itself. Duty? The word is abhorrent to
the ear of a young woman whose heart is ripe for love.”
“You are a woman.”
“I am one indeed; I know what are a woman's thoughts--her longings--her
hopes--and alas! her self-deceptions. A woman's heart--ah, Dr.
Goldsmith, you once put into a few lines the whole tragedy of a woman's
life. What experience was it urged you to write those lines?--
'When lovely woman stoops to folly.
And finds too late. . .'
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