“You say you know me,” he cried, “and yet you think it possible that
I could take advantage of this second mistake that your kind and
sympathetic heart has made for your own undoing. Look there--there--into
that glass, and see what a terrible mistake your heart has made.”
He pointed to a long, narrow mirror between the windows. It reflected an
exquisite face and figure by the side of a face on which long suffering
and struggle, long years of hardship and toil, had left their mark--a
figure attenuated by want and ill-health.
“Look at that ludicrous contrast, my child,” he said, “and you will see
what a mistake your heart has made. Have I not heard the jests which
have been made when we were walking together? Have I not noticed the
pain they gave you? Do you think me capable of increasing that pain in
the future? Do you think me capable of bringing upon your family, who
have been kinder than any living beings to me, the greatest misfortune
that could befall them? Nay, nay, my dear child; you cannot think that I
could be so base.”
“I will not think of anything except that I love the man who is best
worthy of being loved of all men in the world,” said she. “Ah, sir,
cannot you perceive that your attitude toward me now but strengthens my
affection for you?”
“Mary--Mary--this is madness!”
“Listen to me,” she said. “I feel that you return my affection; but I
will put you to the test. If you can look into my face and tell me that
you do not love me I will marry Colonel Gwyn.”
There was another pause before he said--
“Have I not spoken once? Why should you urge me on to so painful an
ordeal? Let me go--let me go.”
“Not until you answer me--not until I have proved you. Look into my
eyes, Oliver Goldsmith, and speak those words to me that you spoke just
now.”
“Ah, dear child----”
“You cannot speak those words.” There was another long silence. The
terrible struggle that was going on in the heart of that man whose words
are now so dear to the hearts of so many million men and women, was
maintained in silence. No one but himself could hear the tempter's voice
whispering to him to put his arms round the beautiful girl who stood
before him, and kiss her on her cheeks, which were now rosy with
expectation.
He lifted up his head. His lips moved, He put out a hand to her a little
way, but with a moan he drew it back. Then he looked into her eyes, and
said slowly--
“It is the truth. I do not love you with the heart of a lover.”
“That is enough. Leave me! My heart is broken!”
She fell into a chair, and covered her face with her hands.
He looked at her for a moment; then, with a cry of agony, he went out of
the room--out of the house.
In his heart, as he wandered on to the high road, there was not much
of the exaltation of a man who knows that he has overcome an unworthy
impulse.
CHAPTER XXXII.
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