The Jessica Letters: An Editor's RomanceHarris, Corra
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The Jessica Letters: An Editor's Romance
Harris, Corra
Editors -- Fiction
I know not how long I lay there staring up at the blue abyss of stars
through the grizzly shades of night. I only know that my face was wet with
tears and that I seemed to tremble upon the brink of a long life's
despair. And oh! Philip I never _loved_ you so,--not only with my heart
and lips, but with my soul. And it was my soul that went out in a prayer
to you to come. I remembered not only the dear ways you have of folding me
into your arms and making me surpassingly happy, so against my own will,
but I remembered the silent young sage in his upper chamber, and I felt
that indeed it was to this esoteric personality that I must pray for
help.
And so I gave my soul away to the sweet silence, and waited. The moonlight
falling down through an open space made a cataract of tremulous
brightness. It edged all the shadows with a silver whiteness, as of wings
hidden.
And then suddenly there came to me out of the far abyss above my trees a
message, a sweet assurance. Oh, I know not how to call to it, only I felt
the nearness of my love. And I was afraid, my darling, and closed my eyes
lest I should _see_ you. And then, oh, Philip, I felt, I am sure I felt
your face close to mine, and in my ears a low whisper breathed like the
passing of the breeze, a voice saying: "Fear not, beloved; be at peace
until I come!" And I knew then that you loved me and had not forsaken me
altogether.
And when at last I raised my eyes, I became aware of the fact that I was
still not alone; and peering through the dim spaces about me I beheld
_Jack_ sitting hunched up on the root of his tree like a small toad of
fidelity! The little owl sprite in him never quite slumbers, I think; and
seeing me leave the parsonage, he had crept out and followed bravely after
through the shadows. But the picture he made now startled me into a peal
of laughter.
"You are the lady in the story that was lost," said Jack, with the solemn
intonation of one who has himself received a revelation.
"Yes," I confessed softly.
"But will the knight come to find you?"
"I hope so; I think he is coming now, dear Jack."
"Well damn him if he don't!" was the little wretch's impious comment. I
always suspected him capable of using strong language, but this was the
first time we had met upon a sufficiently intimate basis of friendship for
him to exploit it.
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