The Jesuit Relations and Allied Documents, Vol. 7: Quebec, Hurons, Cape Breton, 1634-1635
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The Jesuit Relations and Allied Documents, Vol. 7: Quebec, Hurons, Cape Breton, 1634-1635
Canada -- History -- To 1763 (New France); Indians of North America -- Canada; Jesuits -- Missions; Jesuits -- North America
and halloo in these great forests, but no one answers; the silence
is profound, for even the trees do not rustle, as there is no
wind. The cold was so severe that I was sure I would die during
the night, if I had to pass it upon the snow, having neither axe
nor tinder with which to make a fire. I go, I come, I turn on all
sides; but I find nothing which does not confuse me still more. The
last thing that a man abandons is hope; I continued to hold on to
it by the little end, imagining every moment that I was going to
find my way; but at last, after [268] many windings, seeing that
human beings could give me no help, I stopped in order to offer my
little prayers to the Creator, with whom I saw these great woods
all filled as well as the rest of the world. The thought came into
my mind that I was not lost, since God knew where I was; and,
turning over this truth in my mind, I slowly approached the river
I had crossed on leaving the cabin. I cried out, I called again,
but everybody was already far away. I was beginning to loosen my
hold upon the little thread of hope that I had held up to that
time, when I perceived some snowshoe tracks behind the brushwood.
I betook myself thither, _et vidi vestigia virorum, et mulierum et
infantium_. In a word, I found what I had so long been seeking. At
first I was not sure this was a good road, hence I reconnoitred
it very carefully. When I had advanced some distance, I met the
Apostate, who was coming in search of us. He asked me where the
little child was; and I replied that I had left it [269] near my
cloak. "I have found your cloak," he said, "and have carried it to
the new cabin; but I have not found the child." This was a great
shock to me; to go in search of it would be to lose myself a second
time. I prayed the Apostate to go, but he turned a deaf ear to my
entreaties. I started directly for the cabin, to advise them of
the matter, and finally reached it, sore all over and bruised from
the hardships and length of the journey, which I had made without
finding other hostelry than the frozen brooks. As soon as the
Savages saw me, they asked where the little boy was, crying out
that I had lost him. I told them the story, assuring them that I
had left my cloak with him purposely, that I might go back and find
him; but, as he had left that place, I did not know where to look
for him, especially as I had no more strength left, having eaten
nothing since early morning, and then only two or three mouthfuls
of smoked meat. They comforted me with a little frozen water, which
I melted in a very dirty kettle, and this was all the supper I had;
for our hunters had not taken anything, so we had to fast that
day. [270] As to the child, two women having heard me describe the
place where I had left it, guessing where it had wandered, went in
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