"You remember that marriage. I am not a poet, nor do I find it easy to
put my impressions into words, therefore I simply can not tell you what
effect seeing that girl had upon me, for it was unspeakable,
indescribable. Still, although her dear face was continually before me
in imagination, I could not make up my mind to visit her in her father's
house, for that house was haunted by the ghosts of my miserable
childhood--ghosts I dared not waken without pressing necessity. Besides
that, Hirsch Welt is one of the most narrow-minded of the pious sect in
the community, and I felt no desire to receive any more proofs of the
affection of that lot than I have already had.
"So I left our next meeting to be brought about by chance; and, as
chance would have it, I met Rachel again before another week had passed.
It was in a curious place--the very last that I should have thought of.
"You know the old ruined castle on the left bank of the Lered; you know
it better than I do. I never had any liking for the place, for a love of
romantic scenery has no part in my composition; but somehow or other I
was that day impelled to climb the hillock on which the ruins lie, after
having wandered aimlessly about the heath for hours. I felt--laugh at me
if you like--that I must go to the top of some eminence and get a good
view of the country round.
"Well, as I said before, I climbed the little hill, and there I found
Rachel sitting on a stone in the ruined court, right under the great red
wooden cross, the presence of which makes the Jews so averse to visiting
the place. She was sewing diligently, and a book was lying on the grass
at her side.
"On hearing the sound of my footsteps, she looked up, and returned my
greeting quietly.
"'Here you are at last,' she said.
"I stared at her in astonishment. 'Did you know that I was coming? I
only came up here by chance.'
"'No one told me that you were coming,' she answered, blushing deeply as
she spoke, 'but I was quite sure that you would come. Yes; I brought
that book to show you.' She put it in my hand. 'Do you remember it?'
"I remembered it well. A strange feeling came over me as I gazed at the
dog's-eared discolored pages. It was a prayer-book, written in
Jewish-German for the use of women, and was one of the few things that I
had inherited from my mother. In spite of all my hardness, I was
profoundly moved--I scarcely knew why.
"My eyes were dim, and I returned the book in silence.
"'You gave it to me,' she said, 'when you went away out into the wide
world to seek your fortune on that beautiful summer morning long ago. We
cried a great deal when you left us, fair-haired Chaim and I. It is to
him that I am engaged, you know....'
"'To him!' I repeated, as calmly as I could. 'You said nothing about
your engagement the other evening.'
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