Starsky rode home to his father's house in deep thought, a very unusual
circumstance with him. Graefin Jadwiga Bortynska and Bocher David.... His
brain reeled.... And this was the woman he would have asked to be his
wife! If he had done so, she would perhaps have accepted
him--_perhaps?_--undoubtedly--certainly! It was horrible!...
The domestic annals of the house of Starsky contained an unwonted
occurrence on that day: a youthful member of that noble family ate very
little dinner, and remained lost in thought during the whole of the rest
of the afternoon!...
* * * * *
The park at Barnow Castle was very prettily laid out in flower-beds, and
beyond these it was dotted with clumps of fine old trees. The air was
full of the song of birds and the perfume of spring flowers. The sun was
shining brightly.
A small summer-house was situated in a quiet corner, and from its
windows one could look down over blossoming elder-bushes upon the blue
waters of the lake, in which the willows at the edge were mirrored. It
was a place to sit and dream in.
But the woman who was seated in the large easy-chair near the window was
not thinking pleasant thoughts. Her eyes, which were gazing fixedly at
some point in the horizon, saw nothing of the quiet beauty of the spring
landscape. Her expression was as sad and despairing as her heart. The
mask she wore in public had fallen from her face, and she looked what
she was--an unhappy, sorely tried woman, and haunted by the bitter
memories of the past....
Memories of the past!
The days of childhood and early youth, which other people look back upon
as an Eden of light and joy, were a time of which she never thought
without a shuddering horror:--the dissipation and penury of the life in
her father's house--a life of misery and constant dread.... Her mother,
a pale, broken-hearted woman, who, foreseeing her husband's ruin, had
yet been powerless to prevent it, and who had at last faded and died
under the weight of a burden too heavy for her to bear.... She had been
the good angel of the house. After her death matters had come to a
climax, and everything had to be sold except a small estate to which
Jadwiga and her father had been removed.... How distinctly she
remembered the following years, with their ever-increasing poverty and
shame! This last was the worst--it had been harder to bear than even
cold and hunger. And the hopelessness of it all!... Her father, indeed,
had been able to find continual comfort in all the ills of life in the
brandy-bottle, and when he had drunk himself into a good humor and
hopefulness, it had irritated him to see his daughter's sad tearful
face. On such occasions he used to beat her cruelly in order to make her
look cheerful!...
As Jadwiga thought of these things her face wore an expression of utter
contempt. Alas for those who can only remember their parents with scorn!
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