The means he employed were unusual. First of all he told his mother of
his determination. The woman was pious and narrow-minded, so she cursed
and swore, and then hastened to tell the members of session with loud
cries and lamentations that her son intended to become a Christian. For
what other reason could induce a Jewish boy to go to a Christian school?
The doctor certainly sent his sons to it; but then, the doctor was only
half a Jew, and wore a "German" suit of clothes. The chiefs of session
praised the woman for her pious zeal, and sent for the boy. He came, and
before they could overwhelm him with the remonstrances and threats they
deemed suitable for the case, he said: "I know all that you would tell
me, so you may save yourselves the trouble of speaking to me. Now,
listen to me, for you don't know what I have to say to you. I intend to
go to the Christian school, for I am determined to learn everything that
can be learned. We need not discuss that point, because my mind is made
up. What we have to settle is, whether I am to do it as a Christian or
as a Jew. My mother can no longer support me--she is growing old--so I
tell you plainly that if you will give me food, clothes, and books, I
will remain a Jew, and will teach the children for that remuneration. If
you refuse, I shall become a Christian--the fat dean will do anything to
secure the salvation of a soul."
This strange and eccentric address was not ineffectual. The elders of
the congregation bowed before the iron will of the boy, and gave him the
small help that he demanded. He went to the monastery school as a Jew,
in caftan and curls. It was dreadful what he suffered in consequence of
this dress. Perhaps God counted the tears he shed and the blows he
received; he grew tired of counting them, tired of weeping. He bore
everything--injustice and blows, hunger and cold, or the few, very few,
acts of kindness shown him--with the same gloomy and defiant composure.
An unquenchable longing for knowledge and an unquenchable thirst for
vengeance sustained him. His face even quite lost its youthful
expression. My school-fellow, Aaron Leiblinger, was much, very much, to
be pitied.
But even the poorest life possesses some treasure to which it clings.
The gloomy, reserved boy loved little Rachel dearly. His face softened
strangely and touchingly when he was talking to her. I used to feel,
though I could not have told why, that it did him good to speak to him
about the child. I believe that he would have died for her
unhesitatingly. And once a very curious thing happened--he wept--when
Rachel had small-pox.
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