Frontier and pioneer life -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; West (U.S.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Western stories
Yet still the strangeness of his being at such a place came back as
a marvel into the young man's lively mind. Twenty years in prison, he
thought, and hardly aware of it! And he glanced at the silent priest.
A man so evidently fond of music, of theatres, of the world, to whom
pressed flowers had meant something once--and now contented to bleach
upon these wastes! Not even desirous of a brief holiday, but finding
an old organ and some old operas enough recreation! “It is his age, I
suppose,” thought Gaston. And then the notion of himself when he should
be sixty occurred to him, and he spoke.
“Do you know, I do not believe,” said he, “that I should ever reach such
contentment as yours.”
“Perhaps you will,” said Padre Ignazio, in a low voice.
“Never!” declared the youth. “It comes only to the few, I am sure.”
“Yes. Only to the few,” murmured the padre.
“I am certain that it must be a great possession,” Gaston continued;
“and yet--and yet--dear me! life is a splendid thing!”
“There are several sorts of it,” said the padre.
“Only one for me!” cried Gaston. “Action, men, women, things--to be
there, to be known, to play a part, to sit in the front seats; to have
people tell each other, 'There goes Gaston Villere!' and to deserve
one's prominence. Why, if I were Padre of Santa Ysabel del Mar for
twenty years--no! for one year--do you know what I should have done?
Some day it would have been too much for me. I should have left these
savages to a pastor nearer their own level, and I should have ridden
down this canyon upon my mule, and stepped on board the barkentine, and
gone back to my proper sphere. You will understand, sir, that I am far
from venturing to make any personal comment. I am only thinking what a
world of difference lies between men's natures who can feel alike as we
do upon so many subjects. Why, not since leaving New Orleans have I
met any one with whom I could talk, except of the weather and the brute
interests common to us all. That such a one as you should be here is
like a dream.”
“But it is not a dream,” said the padre.
“And, sir--pardon me if I do say this--are you not wasted at Santa
Ysabel del Mar? I have seen the priests at the other missions They
are--the sort of good men that I expected. But are you needed to save
such souls as these?”
“There is no aristocracy of souls,” said the padre, almost whispering
now.
“But the body and the mind!” cried Gaston. “My God, are they nothing? Do
you think that they are given to us for nothing but a trap? You cannot
teach such a doctrine with your library there. And how about all
the cultivated men and women away from whose quickening society the
brightest of us grow numb? You have held out. But will it be for long?
Do you not owe yourself to the saving of higher game henceforth? Are not
twenty years of mesclados enough? No, no!” finished young Gaston, hot
with his unforeseen eloquence; “I should ride down some morning and take
the barkentine.”
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