Lost Echo sits amid the voiceless mountains, And feeds her grief with his remembered lay! * * * * * I have been sitting here from seven in the evening until three in the morning, and I can not write any more. * * * * * Only--think about this thing. Look up the facts and see if they are not true. These seven men _made_ England's poetry for a century; they made England's _thought_ for a century--they make it to-day! They are the inspiration of whole peoples, the sources of multitudes of noble deeds and purposes. What do you think in money would be represented by the value of these books alone? Enough to support ten thousand poets for a lifetime, do you think? And how many hundreds of thousands of students are hearing about them this day? How many young men and maidens are going out into the world owing all that they have that is beautiful to them? And all these authors of the day, all these critics and teachers, novelists and poets--how much of what they have that is true do they not owe to these men? Go ask them, go ask them! * * * * * --And you have it all because of the accident that these men were independent! You have all from six of them for that, and from the seventh you have nothing--yes, almost nothing--because he was poor! Because he was a hostler's son, and not a gentleman's son; and you sent him back to his gallipots and to his grave. * * * * * June 4th. I wait to hear from the publisher merely as a matter of duty. I have never had the least idea that he will take the book. * * * * * I have made up my mind to drown myself. There is no mess about it, and men do not have to know of it. * * * * * I have often read of murder cases. They tie a rope around the body and a stone to the rope; but the stone slips out, or the rope wears, and then it is unpleasant. I used to say they were fools; why did they not get a dumb-bell or something like that, and a small chain. Then there would have been no trouble. * * * * * When I thought of that I smiled grimly. I am living on dry bread, and saving my money to buy a dumb-bell and a chain on Friday. * * * * * I pray most of the time. I have no longer the old ecstasy--such things do not come often in cities. But it will come once again before I die, that I know. * * * * * I have a strange attitude toward death. To me it is nothing. There is, of course, the pain of drowning--it probably hurts to be strangled, but I do not think it will hurt as much as ten lines of The Captive hurt. * * * * *