4) If you do not permit yourself to live for yourself, then involuntarily, from boredom, you begin to live for others. 5) Woman, just like man, is endowed with feeling and brain, but the difference is in this, that men mostly consider themselves and their feelings bound by the commands of reason, while women consider their feelings binding for themselves and for their reason. The same thing, but only in different places. 6) You get angry at the philosopher who reasons, who considers that the main basis of the life of man is his material nature; but this man does not know the spiritual, but knows only material effect and therefore he cannot think otherwise. 7) You think that you are alone and you suffer from loneliness; yet you are not only in harmony, but you are one with every one; only artificial and removable barriers separate you. Remove them--and you are one with every one. The removing of these barriers according to your strength is the business of life. 8) If a man considers his animal being as himself, then he will represent God also as a material being, a ruler who rules materially over material things. But God is not such, God is spirit and does not rule over anything, but lives in everything. 9) ... If people could have been so deceived, then there is no deception into which they would not fall. 10) I have noted down that it is depressing because there is no life, but only an egoistic existence. I cannot remember what else I could have meant by this. 11) God manifests himself in our consciousness. When there is no consciousness--there is no God. Only consciousness gives the possibility for the good, for continence, service, self-sacrifice. Everything depends to what consciousness is directed. Consciousness directed to the animal “self” kills, paralyzes life. Consciousness directed to the spiritual “self” rouses, lifts, frees life. Consciousness directed to the animal “self” strengthens, ignites passion, creates fear, struggle, the horror of death. Consciousness directed towards the spiritual “self” frees love. _This is very important and if I live, I will write it out._ 12) Death is a change of consciousness, a change of that which I can recognise as myself. And therefore fear of death is a horrible superstition. Death is a joyous event standing at the end of each life. Suffering is sent to people to hold them back from death. Otherwise every one understanding life and death, would struggle towards death. But now it is impossible to go towards death unless through suffering. 13) The greatest act in life is the consciousness of one’s _self_, and its consequences are benevolent or most terrible, according to whether you direct your consciousness towards the spirit or towards the body.