Christians strive to a union, and unite among themselves and with other people by the Christian tool--by unity, humility, love. But there are people who do not know this means of union, do not believe in it and who endeavour to unite (all people endeavour to unite) with other means, outer ones, with force, threats. It is impossible to demand of these people who do not know, who cannot understand the Christian means of union, that they do not make use of their means; but it is absolutely unjust and unreasonable when these un-Christian people impose their own lower means of union upon people knowing and using a higher means. They say, “You Christians, you profit by our means; if you have not been robbed and killed, it is thanks to us.” To this the Christians answer, that they don’t need anything which force gives them (as is really the fact for a Christian). And that is why, though it is legitimate for people not knowing a higher means of union, to use a lower, it is illegitimate, that they look upon their own lower means as a general and unique one, and want to compel those for whom it cannot be necessary to use it. The principal step before humanity now consists in this, that people should not only recognise and admit the means of Christian union, but that they should recognise that it is the highest, the one to which all humanity is striving and to which it will inevitably reach. 6) When you are full of energy, then you live, and you ought to live for this world; when you are sick, then you are dying, i.e., you begin to live for that other after-death world. So that in either phase, there is work. When you are sick, dying, then concentrate in yourself and think about death and about life after death, and stop longing for this one. Both processes are normal and in both there exists work proper to each state. I feel somewhat fresher spiritually. _Jan. 14, Moscow. If I live._ _To-day, 18._ My health is a little better. It is now evening. Wrote letters, 1) Chertkov; 2) Dubrovin; 3) Dubrovsky; Tver; 4) Tula: N. l. Kh.; 5) Nakashidze; 6) Ivan Michailovich. To-day the plot of _Hadji Murad_ became clearer than ever before. _Jan. 19. Moscow._ Depressing and unproductive. I cannot work. Several times a week I remember that everything disagreeable is only an _Ermahnung_ for an advance onward towards perfection. Help, Father. Come and dwell within me. You already dwell within me. You are already “me.” My work is only to recognise Thee. I write this just now and am full of desire. But nevertheless I know who I am. _To-day, Feb. 2. Moscow._ Very weak and apathetic. All the time I either read or corrected proofs of _Art_. There is much to be noted. But I have neither strength nor desire. There have been no events, no letters. _Feb. 3, Moscow. If I live._ _February 3, Moscow._